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“Put out into the deep.”As we picked up with the Saint John’s writing on the spirit and practice of obedience the path set before us becomes ever so clear. We are called to be conformed to Christ. He is the standard by which we measure our lives and see what we have become in and through Him. We are to love obedience not because it brings satisfaction and joy in this world or because the things that happen to us or are asked of us conform to reason or our natural sensibilities. The fruit of obedience is humility; truthful living. It is living in accord with the truth of the kingdom that is revealed to us in and through the gift of faith. Obedience acts as that furnace of humiliation; it strips away from us the illusion of right judgment according to our own standards. What we are offered is so much more. Saint John quotes the great Cassian and tells us that humility gives rise to true discernment and out of true discernment comes clairvoyance and foreknowledge. We begin to see things, by the grace of God, through the eyes of Christ and in accord with the wisdom of the kingdom. What in this life should we desire more than this? Why do we find ourselves running back again and again simply to satisfy our own will and to manage our own life in a way that brings us fleeting happiness? We are promised the joy of the kingdom and participation in the perfect love of God. This is not something that we can put on and take off as we do a garment. This is our identity and it must shape everything in our lives and in our hearts. --- Text of chat during the group: 00:11:38 Ren: Thanks Lori! I would have my camera on, but I’m drying my hair :-D 00:16:24 Cindy Moran: How was the mini retreat last Saturday? 00:16:28 FrDavid Abernethy: page 91 00:17:27 Miron Kerul Kmec: https://lifegivingspringspodcast.podbean.com/ 00:17:27 Cindy Moran: Great!! Working in TV for 42 years...I needed it! 00:25:01 Eric Ewanco: wormwood/honey: This is a hard saying! 00:31:42 Eric Ewanco: Can we apply this principle to the current situation in the Church with +Francis? 00:45:42 Ambrose Little, OP: Following on from #104, it seems to me it's not really obedience if you agree with the direction you’re given--then you're effectively still just following your own will and mind. It’s when you are directed to something that you don't currently agree with or don't understand fully that it takes obedience, at least as a practical virtue. This is where the rubber meets the road, as it were, with regards to one’s bishop and the Holy Father--or one's own spiritual director. 00:51:54 Ambrose Little, OP: That's obedience to the rubrics. 🙂 00:53:34 Cathy Murphy: Music and signing effect a different part of the brain and creates a different experience 00:55:01 Rachel: LOL 00:55:40 Anthony: There's something in the Imitation of Christ, like: "There are so many difficult things in the Bible, sometimes it's best not to think too much if you can't understand." It applies to a lot of Christian life. Thinking too much and forcing understanding can be a self-inflicted wound. 00:58:52 Johnny Ross: This is a process of isolation since most people do not understand or appreciate any of this. 01:00:14 Eric Ewanco: my translation has insight instead of clarivoyance 01:00:59 Anthony: Padre Pio and violets 01:04:36 Ren: I can’t even imagine being perfect as the Heavenly Father is perfect. I would have to become a totally different person. I’m sure that’s the point 😄 01:07:32 Ren: Its so hard…I’m sure when we are told to “put on Christ” we are meant to do so in the way a graft is put on - so very closely and permanently. Instead, putting on Christ for me is at the most like putting on a coat that quickly becomes too hot or uncomfortable - or unneeded - and is tossed aside. 01:07:33 Mark Cummings: It reinforces that I need to pray the prayer “I believe, help my unbelief” very very often 01:07:58 Anthony: This is amazing. The idea "be perfect," even in the relationship to examining conscience is something that can be crushing....but the blossoming flower of hope in God is something else entirely. This hope something happy, even knowing a person is a sinner, and I wish this hope were emphasized more in the relationship to examining conscience. 01:12:58 Johnny Ross: Optionality is the Grand illusion. We are inundated with choices in this consumer driven culture yet the way is narrow 01:14:56 Johnny Ross: Thank You 01:19:51 Eric Ewanco: I like the term "spiritual warfare". :-) 01:22:15 Sr Barbara Jean Mihalchick: "Give thanks in all things..." 01:22:17 Rachel: Thank you! 01:22:21 Johnny Ross: Great as usual, Thanks Father 01:23:01 Johnny Ross: Amen 01:23:02 Bridget McGinley: Thank you 01:23:05 Rachel: Have a beautiful retreat!! 01:23:08 Miron Kerul Kmec: Thank you 01:23:14 Rachel: Thank you Ren!! 01:23:28 Art: Great job Ren!! 01:23:29 kevin: thanks renz! 01:23:31 Sr Mary of our Divine Savior solt: thank you 01:23:33 Lori Hatala: very user friendly 01:23:34 Cindy Moran: Thank you, Father...great session! 01:23:37 Sr Barbara Jean Mihalchick: address 01:23:46 Cindy Moran: Thank you Ren! 01:23:48 Hannah Hong: Thank you 01:23:54 sue and mark: good night and God bless you and everyone. have a blessed retreat 01:24:00 kevin: thanks everyone
Thursday Sep 22, 2022
Thursday Sep 22, 2022
One participant in this evening‘s group commented that the counsel that St. John gives is eminently practical. This is true of the writings of the fathers as a whole. Their wisdom is rooted in Praxis; the practice of the faith, the exercise of the faith. Their writings seem to make so much sense because they are rooted in experiences that we so often take for granted or fail to explore. What is our motivation for doing or not doing certain things? What is it that drives us or leads us to negligence? What one begins to see in John’s teaching is the beauty of obedience. Obedience is our capacity to listen to God without any impediment caused by self-will, without our ego blinding us to the truth about ourselves. Setting aside the false self allows us to act with a precious freedom. It cuts through all of our machinations about particular circumstances or responsibilities. It allows us to take up things with love and to see them through the eyes of love. We begin to understand why the fathers, then, speak of loving the virtues. We are to love obedience because it is not something that inhibits us but rather allows our true identity to emerge. It brings healing to our fundamental spiritual sickness as human beings - to put ourselves in the place of God. One of our great weaknesses is that we project our own image on to God and so create the illusion of fidelity. --- Text of chat during the group: 00:15:23 Marco da Vinha: Good evening from Blighty! 00:19:10 Daniel Allen: I’m sorry where are we at? 00:19:37 Bonnie Lewis: #91 00:20:03 Daniel Allen: Thank you 00:25:26 Ambrose Little, OP: About meditating on what's in the office, part of the purpose of the antiphons and the brief meditation at the start of each psalm/canticle is to give the mind an anchor for that meditation, not too dissimilar from the mysteries in the rosary. Perhaps the antiphons were added after Climacus to help address the challenge of focus during communal psalmody. 00:28:51 Marco da Vinha: Would those be the Gyrovagues St. Benedict (very sparingly) talks about? 00:36:57 Bonnie Lewis: This is so beautifully written. 00:44:38 Daniel Allen: That is SHOCKINGLY practical for parents. I would love to do an all night vigil when my toddler is screaming during the night. But if he sleeps, last thing I’d want is to be woken up. And that same example during the day as well. 00:49:52 Daniel Allen: This makes me think, can God allow things mentioned here such as vain glory, to keep the monk in his cell 00:51:43 Johnny Ross: Interesting that the Evil one first tempted Christ with Bread in the desert 00:53:04 Marco da Vinha: @Johnny Ross: Adam and Eve's Fall was breaking the only rule of fasting He had given them 😅 00:53:27 Daniel Allen: I had a question above about the previous section 96 01:00:50 Daniel Allen: A freedom from one’s own self will 01:01:21 Ashley Kaschl: I haven’t completely finished the article I’m going to mention, but it’s Fr. Freeman’s most recent article about the ego and how we can create a false reality about our state in life and about God, and how we fall into the danger of placing zero boundaries when it comes to our ego - we live an aimless life or a life according to “me” and we can even delude ourselves into being obedient to our idea of what we think is true or what is Godly. I think St. John is talking about something similar if we give ourselves over to despondency instead of humility and diligence. 01:04:23 Johnny Ross: Many have created God in their own image instead of the other way around 01:04:28 Deb Dayton: I think this is the article https://blogs.ancientfaith.com/glory2godforallthings/2022/09/21/boundaries-borders-and-the-true-god/ 01:07:05 Ashley Kaschl: I have to run. My service is spotty. Thanks for the great group though! 01:07:52 Marco da Vinha: A bit tangential, but the previous paragraph and comments reminded me of something the painter said in the movie "A Hidden Life". When the main character saw him painting Christ in a chapel and praised him for it, the painter's reply was very interesting - "What we do, is just create... sympathy. We create-- We create admirers. We don't create followers. Christ's life is a demand. You don't want to be reminded of it. So we don't have to see what happens to the truth. A darker time is coming... when men will be more clever. They won't fight the truth, they'll just ignore it. I paint their comfortable Christ, with a halo over his head. How can I show what I haven't lived? Someday I might have the courage to venture, not yet. Someday I'll... I'll paint the true Christ." 01:15:37 Lee Graham: Discern where others are without condemnation 01:16:27 Art: Thank you father. Good night! 01:16:28 Johnny Ross: Thank You Father 01:16:29 Jeffrey Ott: Thank you! 01:16:37 Deiren Masterson: God bless - thanks Father - all 01:16:38 Cindy Moran: Thank you Father! 01:16:39 kevin: thanks 01:16:44 Deb Dayton: Thank you so much
Saturday Sep 10, 2022
Saturday Sep 10, 2022
I’ve often thought the Desert Fathers were the first and truest of depth psychologists. Their understanding of the human person, the workings of the mind and the heart, the effects of the emotions, and the workings of the unconscious is unparalleled in anything that we have seen before or sense. Tonight Saint John Climacus, in a few paragraphs, takes us into those depths. He shows us the extent to which we can become conceited and that a false self can begin to emerge and become solidified. Out of their experience the Fathers came to know the many and varied ways that these things manifest themselves and the spiritual remedies to be applied. Disobedience, our inability to hear the truth and embrace it with love, has an impact on every area of our life and every relationship. It can lead to a kind of passive-aggressiveness that hardens the heart and makes us insensible to the needs of others or their goodness. Even Saint John says that he is amazed at the dexterity that we show in all manner of sin and the diversity of evil that flows from it. --- Text of chat during the group: 00:14:17 FrDavid Abernethy: para 81 page 88 00:14:34 Sr Mary of our Divine Savior solt: Hi What page again please 00:14:45 FrDavid Abernethy: page 88 00:14:50 FrDavid Abernethy: para 81 00:15:07 Sr Mary of our Divine Savior solt: Thank u 00:15:49 Sr Mary of our Divine Savior solt: Good to be here 00:31:39 Johnny Ross: The paradox of true freedom is that it is found in obedience and conformity to our spiritual practice as shown by Christ. True freedom is not being able to do what you want. That is the distortion of modernity. 00:35:19 Carol Nypaver: What if bearing with insults causes suspicion from one’s boss in the workplace? At what point can we defend ourselves? Doesn’t justice demand that? 00:37:37 Carol: Like a lamb led to the slaughter, he opened not his mouth 00:38:15 Jeffrey Ott: This seems to align with Evagrius’ conversations on meekness and how courage and patience work together, “the work of courage and patience is to know no fear of enemies and eagerly to endure afflictions.” 00:38:36 Ambrose Little, OP: I wonder if some of the genius is that instead of trying to tackle lust head on, it’s coming at it from a different angle--one that is less associated with bodily desire. The mental desire for respect/high opinion of yourself (pride), though, is similar in that it is also a disordered desire. So if we learn to tame pride by embracing scorn, that exercise can teach us experientially how to tame lust (or other passions). 00:40:58 Cindy Moran: I have known some who have stayed in an abusive marriage saying they a trying to grow in holiness. 00:48:16 Ambrose Little, OP: Not a few saints have embraced significant personal suffering as a way of penance. Do you think it's ever right to endure, for example, an abusive relationship as a form of penance? Or what about an abusive brother in a monastic community? 01:03:07 Johnny Ross: This ego-centric Self is an illusion used by the prince of this world to control us. What about the tension between love thy neighbor as thyself and pick up thy cross and deny thyself. What is this self referred to here? 01:10:26 Ambrose Little, OP: like a small child.. 01:15:45 Lee Graham: What is my motive for doing something a certain way? Seek Pure motives as well as purity of heart. 01:18:29 Bonnie Lewis: Father, I'm afraid you cut out. I didn't hear what you just announced. 01:18:37 Sr Mary of our Divine Savior solt: 🙏🏼 01:18:43 Eric Ewanco: yes 01:18:57 Eric Ewanco: (no group next week) 01:18:59 Bonnie Lewis: OK- thank you. 01:19:08 Jeffrey Ott: thank you! 01:19:12 Johnny Ross: Thank you Father, sending prayers 01:19:20 Carol Nypaver: Thank you so much! 01:19:27 Rafael Patrignani: thank you Fr David! 01:19:31 Art: Thank you Father. Good night 01:19:32 mark cummings: Thank you!!! 01:20:09 Cindy Moran: Excellent session! Thank you Father! Weill be praying for your event. 01:20:18 Deiren Masterson: Thank you Father 01:20:20 Ashley Kaschl: Thank you!! 01:20:21 Bonnie Lewis: Amen. Thank you Father. 01:20:27 Ambrose Little, OP: really liked that flame wax paragraph. great analogy.
Wednesday Aug 31, 2022
Wednesday Aug 31, 2022
As we allow ourselves to be drawn deeper into the meaning of obedience by St. John’s writing, we begin to see the beauty of the virtue itself and the fruit that it produces within the soul. It is not a slavishness or weakness of will, but rather a soul that has been awakened to the lack of freedom that comes from self-judgment and that is limited or obscured by sin. The more that the heart is purified by grace and the ascetic life, the more we begin to long for obedience because it is an imitation of our Lord. It is His obedience that has led us all to the freedom of life and love in God. We become the greatest confessors of the faith when we conform ourselves to Him in this fashion. A true spiritual father, then, is going to guide their spiritual children along this path that treasures humility, stillness, silence and unceasing prayer. --- Text of chat during the group: 00:03:59 FrDavid Abernethy: page 87 00:04:12 FrDavid Abernethy: paragraph 72 00:19:17 Anthony: Thus, we have Vladika David ;) 00:29:25 Anthony: This humility is different than the idea that man is totally depraved but God declares us just. That religious idea can/does lead to self-loathing. The hopefulness is in the infusion of Grace and Love which God gives us very wounded people. That is a happy hope in contrast to our weakness and realization of our darkness outside of being attached to the Vine. 00:40:31 Anthony: There is a Bulgarian Orthodox Skete in Palmyra, VA near Charlottesville. 00:47:21 Rachel: They may, by this silence, learn to worship God in the moment. Standing silent before the other and suspending judgment.. 00:47:59 Eric Ewanco: how is silence concretely rooted in gentleness and love? 00:48:04 Rachel: May be a way to practice faith and wait patiently for God to reveal Himself 00:51:11 Rachel: I don't think it means that we wont meet with situations where we find others contradicting us, or, when we are actively trying to be silent ourselves contradicting others all day long. So the silence may bring up a lot of uncomfortable contradictions where we learn by necessity, to wait patiently and rely on God in His good providence. It is not an inactive silence 00:52:02 Rachel: Its not rendering oneself dumb 00:53:13 Carol: Like the Blessed Virgin, pondering in one’s heart 00:54:23 Johnny Ross: Isn't this silence related to our Saviors Kenosis? It is an emptying of ourselves. Related also to the Via Negativa? 00:59:24 Anthony: When we are emptied, we want to be filled, to have an identity; but it 01:00:13 Anthony: it's awfully hard to follow Jesus because we can't grasp or contain Him, so we want to build ourselves into an image of what we want to be or should be. 01:01:03 Anthony: the heirs of the maccabees 01:05:52 Rachel: today 01:06:30 Rachel: in whole foods yesterday lol 01:08:28 Johnny Ross: Yes, we face a stark choice today, Either we worship God or we worship ourselves. 01:09:01 Anthony: /because prayer is work? 01:12:34 Bridget McGinley: The Bible states to Pray Always... the theme of The Way of the Pilgrim 01:14:42 Rachel: Instead of stripping oneself of everything that may stand in the way of God. Emptying our hearts can feel uncomfortable. prayer can become like building up a wall. Sort of like coming to God every time in prayer and only making small talk or talking at Him, instead of listening and silencing everything that causes anxiety. A way of controlling the conversation for fear of hearing something that is displeasing. 01:17:02 Carol Nypaver: Saint Augustine ~ “When the word of God increases, human words fail.” 01:17:50 Debra: And how can you tell the difference? 01:18:11 Debra: Between desolation, or being drawn deeper? 01:19:46 Debra: Good points...linger in those moments...see where God is taking us 01:20:39 Rachel: I think St Sophrony and St Silouan speak of this. I wonder is there always a correlation between desolation and being drawn deeper? Almost like suddenly becoming aware in a deeper sense that in ourselves, we lack the capacity to run to Him. To feel His presence 01:21:13 Rachel: So we wait, and stay with Him. St Therese speaks of this too 01:22:33 Anthony: That is what Purgatory is, per Dante. 01:23:01 Anthony: a longing to be free, repaired and pure for love. 01:24:21 Johnny Ross: Thank You Father 01:24:33 Rachel: Thank you Father Thank you evryone 01:24:35 Cindy Moran: Thank you, Father!!! 01:24:36 Rachel: lol yes
Wednesday Aug 24, 2022
Wednesday Aug 24, 2022
Tonight we continued with our study of Step 4 on Obedience. As we go deeper into St. John’s writing we begin to see the fruit of this virtue that often remains hidden to our eyes. Our obedience fosters habit; in particular the habit of virtue where one acknowledges that God is a fellow laborer. Obedience also shapes the way that we approach the confession of our sins. It allows us to see their gravity, and it fosters within us the deepest sense of compunction. The fruit of this, however, is a repentance the draws us back into the arms of God swiftly and allows us to experience His healing grace. The great virtue also makes us cherish the gift of the Holy Eucharist more fully. We begin to understand how precious this gift is and so desire to protect our minds and our hearts from the greater attacks that often come after receiving our Lord. It also allows us to see that we do not engage in this battle in isolation but rather we march with the first martyr, that is Christ. Through obedience we always have the Divine Physician with us. If we do fall we are immediately aided and healed by his presence. For this reason we must also choose well a competent spiritual physician, an elder who himself has been formed and shaped by this great virtue. For St. John tells us that obedience brings humility and out of this humility is born dispassion. The more that we walk along this path the more we begin to experience the angelic life; that is, we begin to experience the very peace and the joy of the kingdom, God draws us into the very perfection of His Love. --- Text of chat during the group: 00:09:42 FrDavid Abernethy: page 86, para 63 00:14:35 CMoran: I work at WQED so maybe I can run across 5th Ave. for liturgy. 00:14:49 CMoran: Cindy 00:15:46 Anthony: A lot of restraunters and homeschooling families? 00:18:07 Bonnie Lewis: Excellent! 00:20:11 Rachel: Thatsna 10 percent down payment in Cali 00:20:26 Rachel: lol 00:35:38 Marco da Vinha: Though I am a Latin, looking at Forgiveness Sunday just before Lent - the "Tithe of the Year" - brings to mind Mt 5:23-24: "Therefore if you bring your gift to the altar, and there remember that your brother has something against you, leave your gift there before the altar, and go your way. First be reconciled to your brother, and then come and offer your gift." 00:37:51 Eric Ewanco: It's easier to be humble when we are wrong, especially with those who are humble. It is much harder to be humble when we are right, dealing with those who are prideful and arrogant! 00:46:54 Kevin Clay: What does John mean by the last part: “For it is better to war with pollutions (thoughts) than with conceit.” 00:47:10 Bridget McGinley: What might those additional "spiritual sacrifices" look like after confession? 00:48:25 Rachel: Pride versus thoughts of various kinds that show the wounds of our disloyalty. ride may be more difficult and subtle? 00:49:05 Br Theophan the non-recluse: @kevin if one presumes that they have truly won the spiritual battle, then they fall prey to the sin of conceit, which is worst being engaged in a spiritual battle, as one is then too spiritually blind to see their sinful state 00:49:09 Rachel: Pride* o dear sorry for the typos 00:50:08 Rachel: ty Brother Theophan 00:52:45 Carol: Theophan said something similar about the time immediately after Communion, to seek solitude and privacy in one’s room to deepen the intimacy of prayer 00:53:48 Eric Ewanco: I believe, Lord, and profess that You are the Christ, the Son of the Living God, come to this world to save sinners, of whom I am the greatest. I believe also that this is really your spotless body and that this is really your precious blood. Wherefore I pray to You: have mercy on me and pardon my offenses, the deliberate and the indeliberate, those committed in word and in deed whether knowingly or inadvertently; and count me worthy to share without condemnation your spotless mysteries, for the remission of sins and for eternal life. Receive me now, O Son of God, as a participant in your mystical supper: for I will not betray your mystery to your enemies, nor give You a kiss like Judas, but like the thief, I confess You: remember me, Lord, in your kingdom. 00:54:06 Marco da Vinha: Father, a bit of a digression, but do you have any idea of when penances to combat the passions stopped being the norm in the West? My own experience in the confessional has always been "pray X/Y/Z" and never any concrete actions to combat the vices I struggle with. And yet I read recently a saintly 16th century Dominican archbishop advising his priests to give penances according the the sins confessed: fasting for sins of gluttony/lust; almsgiving for avarice; prayer for sloth/acedia... 00:55:00 Eric Ewanco: "May the reception of your holy mysteries, Lord, be for me not to judgment or condemnation, but to the healing of (my) soul and body. Amen." 01:00:05 Henry Peresie: St. John Vianney was one of those priests who spent many hours in the confessional. 01:04:49 Eric Ewanco: I thought "hesychasm" arose a few centuries after John? 01:08:28 Anthony: As David said, something like even his bones groaned. 01:18:08 Rachel: This reminds me of the rich young man who encountered Our Lord Himself and went away sad, not willing to give up his attachments. How he followed all of the commandments in obedience.. 01:18:38 Rachel: yet, God is found in His commandments. Or, hidden in His commandments. 01:19:09 Anthony: it makes sense since angels are under obedience and they are in God's happy presence. 01:20:04 Anthony: and here i thought they always were talking about not marrying. wow. 01:23:11 Rachel: The older copy's introduction is wonderful! 01:24:02 Marco da Vinha: God bless, Father! 01:24:08 CMoran: Thank you Father!!! 01:24:18 Rachel: Thank you Father and everyone 01:24:20 Bonnie Lewis: thank you again Father! Always wonderful.
Sunday Aug 21, 2022
Sunday Aug 21, 2022
Tonight we continued our reading of Step 4 on Obedience and its practice in the spiritual life. Saint John, as well as so many of the desert fathers, unearth what we typically keep hidden within our hearts. Rather than living in a spirit of obedience and allowing that obedience to bear the fruit of humility within us by setting aside our own willfulness, we cling to the illusions of self-sufficiency. Despite all that Christ has done and despite all that God has given to us, we believe that we can live with one foot in the world and one foot in the kingdom. The humility that obedience fosters teaches us that we cannot externalize or distance ourselves from the evil and the sin of the world. There is a radical solidarity between ourselves and others that demands a constant movement of our heart - repentance. Whenever we see evil or sin, our first movement must be toward God in a cry for mercy and healing. We must humbly lay bare our wound to the physician and without being ashamed say: “It is my wound, father, it is my plague, caused by my own negligence, and, not by anything else. No one is to blame for this, no man, no spirit, no body, nothing but my own carelessness.“ We must allow these words to penetrate our hearts to root out all the excuses we put forward in order to remain in a place of mediocrity. --- Text of chat during the group: 00:17:16 Anthony: Congratulations Fr David! 00:17:24 CMoran: Question: What is Prelest? I off-topic--If not appropriate, please ignore the question. 00:17:53 CMoran: Sorry..."IF" 00:17:58 Sr Mary of our Divine Savior solt: I missed what you said Father Where are you assigned? 00:18:02 Mark Kelly: Prelest is like a spiritual illusion of ones self. 00:18:18 Edward Kleinguetl: SS Peter & Paul in Duquesne, PA 00:18:20 Eric Ewanco: Prelast is Spiritual deception, I'm sure Father can elaorate 00:21:14 Mark Kelly: Prelest, in the extreme, is seeing one’s self as a prophet or spiritual guide or some exulted person. In common terms it is something we all must deal with. Spiritually deceiving ourselves. 00:53:01 Edward Kleinguetl: A priest once told me in confession that "no reformer ever had bitterness in his heart." 00:53:33 Edward Kleinguetl: And I have to remind myself of that frequently. 00:55:35 Marco da Vinha: What you say, Father, reminds me both of St. Nektarios - who carried out penance for his seminarians faults - as well as St. Bartholomew of Braga - who, as an archbishop, would, on occasion, do penance for his priests' sins. 00:57:14 Ambrose Little, OP: There’s also the observation you (Father) have mentioned many times, which is the challenge of clinging to one's own judgment being perhaps one of the most difficult failures in humility to overcome. It’s always worth meditating on the likely possibility that our own judgment may be in error or, at the very least, that our interpretation of another's words and actions may be in error. (Not talking about glaring and established moral failures like the abuse scandals, but the more common criticisms that this or that pastor is not saying what we’d have them say.) 00:58:37 Anthony: Being one who thinks a LOT - thinking and ruminating too much is not healthy. Prayer is where the goodness and healing is (at the very least, it's an emotional outlet to get rid of the thoughts), but the devil's fog machine blinds us to its availability. My parish priest said something in a homily like: we often make our own crosses and they are too heavy; the cross God makes for us is better and easier for us. 01:02:03 Marco da Vinha: @Anthony, I think Dostoevsky put it best in Notes from the Underground when the narrator says "To think too much is a disease." I have found that to be very much the case in my own life 01:09:32 Lee Graham: We are all guilty 01:09:38 Marco da Vinha: Father, is the kind of Confession that the Fathers mention different than the sacrament of Penance as we understand it now in the West? Was this Confession that took place within the elder/disciple relationship? The Fathers tell us to reveal our inner thoughts, our inner wounds in Confession, yet we are brought up in the West with the "just state kind and number" approach to Confession. Many times we don't give the priest much context, and we receive no advice either about our vices, even when the same priest here's our confessions on a regular basis. 01:10:09 Babington (or Babi): It and your comments are very helpful. Thank you. 01:16:00 Bridget McGinley: Father can the evil one enter the confessional and disturb either the priest or the penitent during the confession? 01:19:34 CMoran: Thank you Father! And thank you everyone! 01:19:43 Marco da Vinha: Thank you Father! Goodnight! 01:20:37 Deiren Masterson: Thank you Father! Such a grace!
Wednesday Aug 10, 2022
Wednesday Aug 10, 2022
We continued our reading of Step 4 from the Ladder of Divine Ascent on Obedience and the spirit with which it is practiced. What one begins to see in the writings of the Fathers is that obedience is not slavishness that destroys the personality or the will of the other. It arises out of a relationship; first and foremost the relationship between the Father and the Son that brought about our salvation; wherein Christ through the Spirit of love became obedient even unto death on the cross. Obedience within this world and obedience to one’s spiritual father is rooted in a similar relationship of mutual love. Spiritual father and son must be well disposed to each other in order that what is given and what is received is done so in love. Only then will bear fruit and only then will it bring a kind of invincible joy. To live in obedience is to find freedom; freedom from fear and anxiety, freedom from the darkness that sin brings to us. Through obedience we always have someone to guide us back to the narrow way, one who shows us the light that allows us to move forward. Let us pray through Saint John Climacus that God would cultivate this great virtue within our hearts. --- Text of chat during the group: 00:07:47 FrDavid Abernethy: page 83, para 45 00:28:54 Daniel Allen: The blog “Glory to God for all things” had a great article on this titled “saving knowledge and blessed ignorance”. What we don’t know can be more important than what we know, and what we know is much less than we like to think. 00:31:02 Anthony: On one hand, I think he's right. On the other hand, does one have a responsibility to try and share specialized knowledge for guidance to a perceived good or guidance away from a bad thing - but with discretion in how you propose the idea? 00:41:54 Rachel: That is extremely rare but so very beautiful. 00:47:26 Bridget McGinley: How does one reconcile in practice the advice in the Psalms and other Biblical verses like “ It is better to trust in the Lord than to put confidence in man” with the virtue of obedience and trust in a confessor/elder? Especially if there have been grave misunderstandings in the past. 00:56:52 Daniel Allen: St. Ambrose to St. Monica: ““God’s time will come,” the bishop reassured her, but she was so persistent he finally urged, “Go now, I beg you. It is not possible that the son of so many tears should perish.”” 00:57:49 Debra: ❤️ 01:04:25 Rachel: lol 01:08:31 Ambrose Little: depends on who the sub is 01:08:41 Debra: 😁 01:11:38 Ren Witter: This is so true! Even in my dreams, I find myself asking: what would my spiritual father think of this or that behavior? It becomes such a deeply established way of thinking. Its really beautiful, and a blessing. Another reason that the habit of exposing one's thoughts to a Father is so good - knowing that you will tell him everything, you become more careful with what you allow yourself to do. Such wise advice 01:13:23 Debra: So my biggest take away is of spiritual maturity...but does that maturity come *from* obedience; or does the obedience need to come first to gain that spiritual maturity Like the monk that was willing to accept years of penance...that would take spiritual maturity...but if he had that, he wouldn't have needed the penance...or am I missing something? 01:13:58 Debra: Yes, exactly 01:14:00 Debra: lol 01:14:42 Ambrose Little: Wise words from Bob: "baby steps" 01:16:18 Debra: Thank you that's a deeper take away 01:18:25 Babington (or Babi): Hope to contribute someday. Thank you very much. God bless you all. 🙏🏼🤍 01:20:29 Bonnie Lewis: Thank you so much for all that you do Ren! 01:21:07 Ambrose Little: the "non-recluse” lol that's awesome 01:21:19 Ren Witter: Yes!! I just saw that. Hahah. Amazing 01:21:38 Br Theophan the non-recluse: It’s been the most consistent joke since my investiture last weekend🤣 01:22:09 Carol Nypaver: Hooray! 01:22:31 Sheila Applegate: Congratulations! 01:22:46 Rachel: Bro Theophan is in Cali? Yay =) 01:23:21 Br Theophan the non-recluse: 2.5 hours north of San Fran! 01:23:23 CMoran: Thank you Father! 01:23:27 Rachel: Thank you! 01:23:30 Debra: Thank you! 01:23:31 Rachel: Sacramento here 01:23:33 Ashley Kaschl: Thank you, Father! 01:23:39 Bonnie Lewis: Bye all! 01:23:41 Rachel: Goodnoght Father!
Wednesday Aug 03, 2022
Wednesday Aug 03, 2022
Reading the Fathers takes us to the very heart of the gospel and in doing so they pull us out of our comfort zone. Obedience is the true path to freedom. But freedom comes at a cost and perfect freedom comes through self-sacrificing love. It is cruciform. All that we were presented with this evening made it very clear that our life is to be a deep immersion in the Paschal Mystery; that is, a profound dying and rising. We are dying to self and sin and rising to new life in Christ. This is the path to salvation and St. John tells us that to turned away from the obedience of Christ, to turn away from the mortification of reason, judgment and self-will, is to turn away from the Love that has saved us. Every time we receive the Holy Eucharist we say, “Amen”, so be it. We say, “Let this be the reality in my life. Let me be conformed to Christ in self- emptying and obedient love. To hold on to our will, to hold on to our self-centeredness makes it impossible for us both to receive and give love. May God open our eyes that we may see the truth of this and follow the way that Christ has set before us. --- Text of chat during the group: 00:06:40 FrDavid Abernethy: page 82 paragraph 39 00:13:01 FrDavid Abernethy: page 82 00:16:04 Fr. Miron Jr.: no 00:31:35 renwitter: I really appreciate that he mentions the manual labor even in this small paragraph about the prison. Helpful to remember that during a time of repentance - of fasting and deep prayer - the Fathers themselves recommended some kind of small work to help the heart along, and allow the stillness to come. Making prayer ropes works great too ;-) 00:32:27 Debra: And you make beautiful prayer ropes
Wednesday Jul 27, 2022
Wednesday Jul 27, 2022
Such a beautiful image is presented to us of the life obedience in a few paragraphs. St. John finds himself wrapped in conversation with one of the elderly fathers. He is asked if he has embraced the life that God has made possible for him. The Holy Spirit has descended upon him with the dew of purity, not unlike that of the blessed Virgin Mary, and the Most High has overshadowed him with patience, the very patience of Christ. This is the grace that has been given to us all. Thus St. John is asked by the elder if his life is reflective of that reality. Has he bound himself with a towel of obedience, making himself the slave and the servant of the members of his community, willing to embrace every self- abasement? Does he guard his heart strictly and restrain the mind through the ascetical life and by humbling the body? In the midst of all of his work does he maintain stillness of heart? Does he curb his tongue that rages to leap into arguments and unceasingly wrestle with this tyrant? Does he fix his mind to the image of obedience and humility on the Cross, allowing it to shape how he embraces mockery, abuse, and ridicule? Has he cast off his will as though it is a garment of shame? Does he still his mind or let it become overly busy with the concerns of the things of the world? Is he willing to drink derision at every hour in order to protect charity? Is it more valuable for him to preserve love and unity with his brothers than it is to be treated with respect and kindness? Saint John is moved by the old monks exhortation and so gives true honor to blessed obedience. Do we in our day-to-day life experience the fruit of true obedience, especially when it comes to our worship of God? Are we able to collect all of our thoughts and desires, every movement of the mind and the soul and summon them to cry out to God “O come, let us worship and fall down before Christ, our king and our God.”True obedience leads to true freedom. It gives us the capacity to love and give ourselves in love without impediment. --- Text of chat during the group: 00:12:01 FrDavid Abernethy: page 79: “Again about the steward” 00:14:16 Bonnie Lewis: Hi Father! It’s still in the 100’s in San Antonio 00:18:48 Mark Cummings: Is that a kalimavkion? 00:26:16 Rachel: LOL!! 00:37:36 Anthony: So does "I think therefore I am" actually open us up to a world of hurt, drowning in speculation and fanciful thoughts, making us prey to demons if we take it as a life or cultural motto? 00:48:06 Rachel: Can you speak about applying this teaching where one's work environment, and the people one works with do not share the same goal or, at least do not act like it? I am thinking of a situation like Blessed Paul Parazzo. 00:48:25 Bridget McGinley: Oh that is a hard saying "curb your tongue" when you work predominately with females. True sacrifice to hold the tongue and not let one's face show emotion. 00:48:41 Rachel: yes! 00:50:49 Rachel: will send a good link 00:51:05 Liz: Sorry, which movie? 00:51:17 iPad (10)maureen: Man Of God 00:51:18 Carol Nypaver: Man of God 00:51:23 Kevin Clay: https://vimeo.com/675624334 00:51:28 Liz: Thank you : )! 00:51:41 iPad (10)maureen: Good luck finding a movie 00:51:49 Kevin Clay: That link is the full movie on Vimeo 00:52:12 Kevin Clay: Free 00:52:18 Edward Kleinguetl: Almost every platform and the DVD is also available. 00:52:22 Liz: Oh wow, great! 00:52:42 Edward Kleinguetl: The icon behind me is St. Nektarios of Aegina. 00:53:32 Rachel: https://youtu.be/1Y9bro7fmyU 00:55:11 Liz: Thanks for sharing! 01:07:22 Bridget McGinley: I am reading the Rule of the Benedictine Oblate. So many of these rules are discussed and explained in there also. It is so beautiful how caring all the disciplines were. There is such a profound love behind them when one knows the theology behind it. 01:10:42 Rachel: St Seraphim of Serov!? 01:12:13 Art: It was in the article: https://pemptousia.com/2016/06/prayer-for-beginners/ 01:15:19 Anthony: His words are literally part of the Trisagion prayer prior to Liturgy. I wonder if the call to bow before Christ our King and God was incorporated because of the importance of this book in spirituality. 01:17:41 Sr Barbara Jean Mihalchick: Most folks pray like Puritans - no movement ever~! 01:18:34 Rachel: Thank you Father 01:18:40 CMoran: Thank you so much, Father!
Wednesday Jul 20, 2022
Wednesday Jul 20, 2022
We continued our discussion of Step 4 on Obedience. As deeply challenging as St John’s teachings are and as jarring as the examples of monks being tested can be, a light begins to shine through to the dark places of our minds that resist allowing ourselves to be conformed to the obedience of Christ. Obedience as well as Love is cruciform. It involves a dying to self, self-will, and vanity in order that true meekness, love, and freedom might emerge. The trials that the monks endured were not something meant to break down their personality or to crush them and throw them into despair. Rather, their shepherd, in imitation of Christ, sought only to purify their hearts and perfect their virtue. They entered into the monastic life with a clear understanding of its asceticism. It is distinctively Christian. All that they do, every aspect of their life is meant to direct them to Christ and conform them to His image; to let His love bloom within their hearts. It turns out that the truest and straightest path to freedom is obedience. Our confidence in this reality comes not from our own understanding but from what we see in Christ himself. By being obedient to His Father in love salvation comes to the world. --- Text of chat during the group: 00:08:31 FrDavid Abernethy: page 76 para 27 00:09:45 FrDavid Abernethy: about time 00:29:32 Carol: do you see any parallels to this outside of the monastery? 00:35:44 Anthony: Religious persons with office of shepherd who act unjustly, without really caring for souls but being subject to vices, spreads poison to anyone who experienced them, damaging trust for the person to offer in future. Willingness to obey must then carefully be built up - by the person whose trust was damaged. 00:36:25 Art: Just a comment: This calls to mind the soldier attached to country, Corps, comrades, who is prepared to accomplish the mission, even a suicide mission, at the price of his blood. Death before dishonor is a common saying. 00:38:21 Anthony: of compegne 00:44:11 Ren: This teaching is initially very difficult to handle - that is, the idea of someone who is good and fruitful being dishonored for the sake of virtue and, ultimately, for the sake of Christ. However, I believe this is similiar to what you often say about asceticism (how it is accepted in every area of life but the spiritual): Purification by dishonor/humbling is something we accept when it comes to sports, the military, education, elite level performance/fine arts, etc… and in these areas we accept that the dishonor shown to the aspirant is given in order to refine, test, and perfect their dedication and love. The exact same thing is happening here, as Climacus says “A soul attached to the shepherd with love and faith for Christ’s sake.” In the end, that is the only goal of the monk - union with Christ. 00:53:14 Carol: Hebrews 12:6 And this all speaks to the love and providence of God, and the way we are called to respond to suffering. 00:54:40 Ashley Kaschl: I agree with Father. I think we cheapen something when we make it easy to obtain. Two quotes come to mind: “Do not claim to have acquired virtue unless you have suffered affliction, for without affliction virtue has not been tested.” -St. Mark the Ascetic “Nothing in the world is worth having or worth doing unless it means effort, pain, difficulty. I have never in my life envied a human being who led an easy life. I have envied a great many people who led difficult lives and led them well.” -Teddy Roosevelt 00:56:13 Debra: Thanks for sharing those, Ashley 01:00:57 Babington (or Babi): I haven’t understood the issue with that part of the Lord’s Prayer since Jesus was led by the Holy Spirit into the wilderness where He was then tempted, obviously with His Father’s permission, before beginning His public ministry. 01:09:16 Anthony: I just saw a short video of former Mike Tyson telling two young men that the 3 years he spent in prison were the best of his life, because he was given deep peace. One young man challenged him how could this be, when there was a time Tyson earned millions for one fight. Tyson replied that God may give us what we ask for to show us we can't handle what we want. And the Tyson in this video was calm and peaceful, unlike his life as a star, really sounding like a Christian. 01:09:36 Anthony: former boxer - sorry 01:10:57 Ren: “Bless you prison, bless you for being in my life. For there, lying upon the rotting prison straw, I came to realize that the object of life is not prosperity as we are made to believe, but the maturity of the human soul.” 01:11:55 Anthony: Don King? 01:12:32 Ren: The full quote is extraordinary. Something to frame. 01:13:36 Sheila Applegate: This ----> Tyson replied that God may give us what we ask for to show us we can't handle what we want. 01:16:08 Ren: It was granted to me to carry away from my prison years on my bent back, which nearly broke beneath its load, this essential experience: how a human being becomes evil and how good. In the intoxication of youthful successes I had felt myself to be infallible, and I was therefore cruel. In the surfeit of power I was a murderer and an oppressor. In my most evil moments I was convinced that I was doing good, and I was well supplied with systematic arguments. It was only when I lay there on rotting prison straw that I sensed within myself the first stirrings of good. Gradually it was disclosed to me that the line separating good and evil passes not through states, nor between classes, nor between political parties either—but right through every human heart—and through all human hearts. . . . That is why I turn back to the years of my imprisonment and say, sometimes to the astonishment of those about me: “Bless you, prison!” I . . . have served enough time there. I nourished my soul there, and I say without hesitation: “Bless you, prison, for having been in my life!” —Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn 01:17:17 Babington (or Babi): Thank you! 01:17:26 Cindy Moran: Thank you, Father for this important session.
Wednesday Jul 13, 2022
Wednesday Jul 13, 2022
Tonight we continued with St. John’s Step on Obedience. We are presented with an image that may be unfamiliar to us. Obedience is not presented as something that is crushing to the human spirit. It can be humiliating - in the sense that it seems to drive out from the soul and the heart all vestige of arrogance, fierceness, and hostility towards others. Yet, what emerges from this exercise of faith is conformity to Christ. When it is rooted in a true love for one’s shepherd, one’s Elder, then a kind of voluntary innocence begins to emerge; a childlike trust in the Elder that prevents a person from speculating about his motives or thinking that he is being driven by xmalice. When we know that we are being guided by love then we are able to embrace even the most challenging of things. Obedience becomes are very food; something nourishing as it was for Christ himself. When perfected, it can bring about not only personal transformation but the transformation of every relationship that exists within our lives. When we let go of all machinations and all forms of calculation and seek simply to love and give ourselves in love - peace and freedom emerge. We should speak of obedience as something that ultimately brings joy. Indeed, we should see all the virtues as doing exactly that – bringing us into the joy of the kingdom. --- Text of chat during the group: 00:10:10 Art: In case anyone is interested. 00:10:16 Art: Upcoming online course: THE WAY OF THE PILGRIM: Entering Into the Jesus Prayer Instructor: Very Rev. Stephen Freeman Event Description "Pray without ceasing." —1 Thessalonians 5:17 What is prayer, and how does one learn how to pray? In this talk, journey with Fr. Stephen Freeman and a pilgrim in 19th-century Russia to explore the meaning of prayer in our lives. Event Details https://instituteofcatholicculture.org/events/the-way-of-the-pilgrim Tuesday, August 23 Pre-Class Discussion: 7:30 PM EST Lecture: 8:00 PM EST Registration is required 00:12:03 Fr. Miron Jr.: yep! 00:12:44 FrDavid Abernethy: page 73, para 20 00:31:49 maureencunningham: The task was a lie or was he and Epicepic ? 00:39:55 Anthony: Vocation is seen as a job, matching personal characteristics to charisms of a community of the need to have clergy and religious 00:45:46 Debra: Would he have been allowed to receive Eucharist...attend Mass? 00:46:21 Bridget McGinley: The journey of the spiritual life in such a short paragraph. Beautifully spoken and written. We go through the same journey over a lifetime. 00:47:24 Bridget McGinley: It is easy to see that God should reward us for the little we do instead of being humble and low at the gift. 00:49:33 Bonnie Lewis: Thank you Father. That was going to be my question, that he would be filled with sadness. And yet, his life ended in a joyful death. 00:55:19 Anthony: Is this simple character the "Holy Fool"? Or is that something else? 00:57:24 Ambrose Little, OP: Can you elaborate on "voluntary innocence” in this context? 01:02:20 Ambrose Little, OP: Maybe also it is "take no thought for tomorrow, what you shall eat, or what you shall wear.." That is also a kind of. innocence--simply trusting that God will provide. 01:03:01 Liz: In some Communities, were the Superior (or other brothers) does similar or more humilliating actions out of truly malice, can it also be taken as an instructive tool by the one who is suffering it unjustly, just out of the evil will of another one? Maybe this is also related with the voluntary innocence, without second-guessings. Can this be applied in the secular life? To which extent can we distinguish it from the line of the "human dignity"?.... 01:03:33 Carol: "real joy, which is paradisal innocence and attachment to God through the whole splendor of being alive." Olivier clement 01:08:33 Anthony: The monastic literature refers to beginning in community life before solitary life as the best way to live. Natural law leads to the valuable community of family life. In our day, there are so many single people, by choice or by circumstance, from age 18 or sadly even earlier. Our age appears to be an aberration. Do you have spiritual advice for so many solitaries thrust into solitary life, a period of being neither monastic nor familial? 01:14:44 maureencunningham: Thank You 01:15:36 carolnypaver: Song of Tears? 01:16:57 Cindy Moran: Thank you, Father! Great session!! 01:17:04 Liz: Thank you Father!
Wednesday Jul 06, 2022
Wednesday Jul 06, 2022
We picked up this evening once again with Step 4 on Obedience. John describes it for us as standing before God with a kind of simplicity and humility; truthful living before God and others. When we live in this manner we unburden ourselves and so run a good race without a heavy conscience and also protected from the cunning of the demons who make exacting investigation of our deeds. After describing obedience and defining it, John then turns to give us beautiful examples of those who lived it in an heroic fashion. In particular, we are told of a thief who seeks admittance to a monastery. Gradually the superior test his obedience through the confession of his sins privately and publicly. The thief does this with profound humility and obedience that is shocking even to Saint John. It is then that he is received into the monastery and given the habit. He overcame the shame of his sin through the shame of bringing all things to light. St. John goes on to describe the fruit that this bore within the community. They were so formed by the spirit of obedience through their skillful superior and physician of souls, that they began to live the angelic life. Their love and generosity towards each other was unparalleled. They would seek to protect each other’s consciences and also to take each other’s burdens upon themselves. --- Text of chat during the group: 00:07:36 FrDavid Abernethy: starting tonight on page 70, paragraph 9 00:41:45 renwitter: Without this type of public, and total confession, is there any way to attain to a similar level of freedom? I feel like so many carry certain sins as secrets from all but their confessor, and maybe spouse. 00:44:14 Fr. Miron Jr.: 1st sunday of Great Lent 00:55:47 renwitter: This also perfectly compliments what we discussed in the Evergetinos on Monday - the simple, very easy way that idle conversation becomes evil conversation, and thus something that needs to be avoided even in the very beginning when it seems really harmless. There is nothing harmless about what is idle. 01:03:28 Ashley Kaschl: It’s not hard since a lot of things die in this heat 😂 01:04:17 Barb Heyrman: I am reminded of a homily on one very hot & humid Sunday. “If you think this is hot…try bell.” 01:07:59 renwitter: I am reminded of my favorite quote from an old cartoon (the context is the Dad of the family dropping his son off for Sunday school). Son: “But Dad, Sunday school is so not cool." Dad: “You know what's not cool Bobby? Hell.” 01:08:32 Ashley Kaschl: 😂😂 01:16:15 Ashley Kaschl: I was on the go earlier, so you don’t have to respond to this, Father. But the public confession of past wrongs in the earlier paragraphs reminds me of the General Judgment. 01:16:19 Ashley Kaschl: And in contemplating that, at first, there’s a real, gripping fear that all will be made clear, nothing will be hidden. Since sin is an absence, an act contrary to reality, that wounds both us and the Body, this type of confession, which we will all endure in the end, can’t NOT be healing and ultimately freeing. But then, in understanding the sacramental life, Who and where I’m made for, and if one has a penitential disposition, it’s less about standing in shame or fear, and more like we would stand before everyone with a deep recognition, humility, and admission for having been who we are not and did not want to be. 01:21:14 Rachel Pineda: Thank you! 01:21:16 Bonnie Lewis: Thank you Father! 01:21:36 Bonnie Lewis: A blessed birthday to you ! 01:21:40 Maple(Hannah) Hong: Thankk you 01:21:43 Rachel Pineda: Happy Birthday! LOL 60 01:21:45 Sheila Applegate: Happy Birthday! 01:22:00 carolnypaver: Birthday Blessings! 01:22:02 kevin: happy Birthday 01:22:05 Maple(Hannah) Hong: Happy Birthday! 01:22:10 Rachel Pineda: The kids still think you are ancient but look young. God bless! Happy Birthday!
Thursday Jun 30, 2022
Thursday Jun 30, 2022
This evening we picked up with Step 4 on Obedience. Saint John puts it before us in an unvarnished fashion. It is hard work. It offers us great freedom; freedom from all of our concerns about the things of the world, daily circumstances, or what others do or say to us. Yet, it is a rough way because it means letting go of our own will, self-judgment and opinion. We freely give these things over to another who becomes our “helmsman”. The helmsman becomes our “nous” - the eye of the heart - while we lack that purity of heart. One does not choose to live in obedience indiscriminately, Saint John tells us. Rather, we must make sure that we embrace obedience and give our judgment over to one who can truly guide us along the path that leads to the kingdom. Otherwise, Saint John tells us, we should get no profit from our subjection. For this reason we must write the good deeds of our elder on our hearts and constantly remember them. For once we have chosen to live in obedience, either under an elder or within our particular vocation in life and to our particular vows, we are inevitably going to be attacked by the evil one who desires to make us distrust our elder. Obedience is of the greatest value because in humbling the mind in the body it frees us from all the things that stir the passions within us. Obedience is not meant to be a form of oppression or of infantilizing others. An elder is to embrace his disciple with the greatest love and desire for his well-being. For in the end he will be held responsible for the one God has placed in his care. --- Text of chat during the group: 00:11:14 FrDavid Abernethy: page 69 n.4 00:11:19 FrDavid Abernethy: On obedience 00:17:13 Fr. Miron Kerul-Kmec Jr.: I’m young! 00:29:29 Anthony: For what it's worth, here are attorney saints: Augustine, Fidelis Sigmaringen, Thomas More, Aloysius Gonzaga. The only one I think who was led to the spiritual life without trauma was Fidelis of Sigmaringen. There have to be more attorney-saints. 00:30:38 Anthony: Well, St. Thomas More began well but was rarified through trauma 00:40:22 Ambrose Little, OP: sometimes you do. 😄 00:44:54 Anthony: St Seraphim of Sarov: "Headache may be caused by agitated and excessively forced mental activity." Last sentence of Spiritual Instruction #15. Maybe obedience helps us avoid overthinking. 00:49:14 M C: I have found it difficult to find an orthodox spiritual director. 00:53:35 Ambrose Little, OP: Would you think that this guidance applies to, e.g., our bishop and/or the Holy Father? The CCC says we owe religious submission of intellect and will. Makes me wonder about what's going on in the Church these days. 00:58:19 Ambrose Little, OP: Definitely recommend reading the Holy Father's letter on the liturgy published today. Very powerful stuff. (Sorry, gotta run to pick up the younguns. God bless, y'all.) 00:58:59 Art: Desidero Desideravi 01:02:33 Anthony: Book recommendation: "Papacy and Revolution" by EEY Hales. It was the "conservative" (but really liberal because they were so headstrong?) Jansenists who unwittingly had a seminal role in bringing about the French Revolution. 01:04:39 Anthony: i.e. Oliver Cromwell in England 01:13:00 Sam Rodriguez : My first exposure of that teaching “put no trust in yourself” was the Spiritual Combat by Scupoli. Is a core tenet of his, from the earliest pages, if I remember correctly 01:15:46 M C: Thank you! 01:15:53 Cindy Moran: Thank you Father! 01:16:06 Maple(Hannah) Hong: Thank you!
Wednesday Jun 22, 2022
Wednesday Jun 22, 2022
We returned this evening to Step 3 on Exile. St. John concludes by simply telling us that exile - simplifying one’s life - creates a stable character. This is a precious gift and so we must guard our minds and our hearts so that we do not corrupt ourselves by entering once again into what is worldly and disorderly. Saint John concludes Step 3 by taking a moment to speak to us about dreams. A dream involves the minds activity when the body is asleep. The mind, as we know, can be very active; often swept along by the things of day-to-day life or by what rest deep within the unconscious. Saint John warns us that the demons can use our dreams by playing the role of prophet. They convince us that our dreams have deep meaning, they tell us something important about the future, or tell us what is happening in a loved one’s life. Demons can transform themselves into angels of light and lead us into a kind of unholy joy and conceit over what is revealed within our dreams. We can find the demons making sport of us when we so much credence to their interpretation. Therefore, we should distrust our dreams; knowing that like the fantasies in our waking hours they can be used against us in dangerous ways. We then turned to Step 4 on Obedience. Saint John begins to emphasize its importance for us in the spiritual battle. We are to seek this as one of our most important weapons because it conforms us in a special way to Christ - whose food was to do the will of His heavenly Father. An obedient soul listens deeply to what God and one’s superior is telling him. Obedience protects us from the delusion of our own judgment, opinions and reasons. We do not see all ends and the fact that we ignore this does not go unnoticed by the evil one. --- Text of chat during the group: 00:11:12 FrDavid Abernethy: page 66 paragraph 24 00:28:36 Lee Graham: Entertaining our thoughts while awake 00:34:29 Iwona Bednarz-Major: Aquinas says that our imagination can be seen by demons (and good angels, as originally they are both superb intellectual beings), since they are formed in our intelligence. Is that where the spiritual warfare takes place in dreams (logismoi)? 00:39:26 Ryan Schaefer: At Franciscan U a lot of students supposedly had visions. Some students seemed very proud of the fact that they’ve seen angels, seen the future, etc… always seemed like a red flag to me 00:43:56 Bridget McGinley: Little nervous, I don't dream ( at least I don't remember). My soul!?!? 00:46:50 Cindy Moran: ] 00:49:09 Ryan Schaefer: The TORs at Franciscan always told us that we would receive consolations if we are following Gods will. Often they said if we are not following God then we would NOT receive a “spirit of peace”. Is this incorrect? How does this relate to para. 29 00:52:05 Rachel: Everytime I've read this, it has confused me a bit. Since it can be dangerous to speak about the interior life on account of the demons who will try to trick us at every moment, how are we supposed to approach confession and the revealing of thoughts to one's confessor or spiritual director? Even here it seems to me one has to be very discerning and careful. 00:52:10 Rachel: LOL 00:56:29 Ambrose Little, OP: well! 00:56:56 Rachel: Okay, ! That was what I was going to ask about the grace of the Sacrament. But we went on to dreams etc. :) I think when I first became Catholic this witnessing was something that made me pause. Wow, thank you 00:57:04 Iwona Bednarz-Major: Fr. David, continuing my previous thought, I was always thinking that demons can only have an insight into our inner life based on our behavior but lately I've read Aquinas: Summa, First Part, Question 111. The action of the angels on man Article 3. Whether an angel can change man's imagination? with hims stating: “I answer that, Both a good and a bad angel by their own natural power can move the human imagination. " and then explaining further that thought: “An angel changes the imagination, not indeed by the impression of an imaginative form in no way previously received from the senses”, I was perplexed. If you would have any insight on that from your perspective in the future, that would be great. Thank you. 00:58:57 Rachel: Oh, I missed this week's class. 🙃 00:59:47 sue and mark: ok, thank you.. 01:02:43 Iwona Bednarz-Major: thank you 01:18:02 Lee Graham: I totally agree with you 01:20:45 Anthony: Obedience has a very important role in daily work. As craftsman is obedient to the methods of the trade and masters; a government worker is obedient to the law's "you shall" in regard to enforcement - especially when he does not want to enforce the law; a day laborer is obedient to the payor. Obedience is especially essential in a medieval guild system. All life is master-apprentice. 01:22:44 Anthony: mass commodity is modern edicatin 01:22:49 Anthony: education 01:22:59 Ashley Kaschl: Sorry I didn’t type fast enough before but I wanted to touch on what you were saying a paragraph ago about obedience and humility. I think you’ve said before that at the heart of the word ‘Obedience’ is the meaning ‘to hear’, and that humility, being tied to obedience, is prone to silence. I was thinking about something I heard a couple years back from my pastor that the word Silent, is comprised of the same letters which spell the words Listen and Enlist. So it just brought to mind that in humble silence of our prayer we listen (obedience) for His voice so that He can enlist us in the particular task He has set before us, that we might be caught up in God’s purpose. 01:23:54 Carol Nypaver: Wow! 01:27:15 Cindy Moran: Thank you Father...so wonderful to be here! 01:27:17 Sheila Applegate: Thanks again, Father. 01:27:20 Ryan Schaefer: God bless you father thank you! 01:27:21 Art: Thank you Father. Goodnight all. 01:27:21 Miron Kerul Kmec: Thank you
Thursday Jun 16, 2022
Thursday Jun 16, 2022
We continued our reading of step three on Exile. As with so many things said within the Ladder of Divine Ascent, the words of Saint John are jarring. It is not because John seeks to be abrasive or provocative; rather he is presenting us with the Gospel through the lens of the monastic vocation. It is God who embraced exile in the greatest sense through the incarnation. Christ, out of love for the Father and His will and out of love for us, exiles himself into the depths of humanity and of our sin in order to raise us to new life. Our exile is simply a response to this great gift of love and sacrifice on our behalf. We freely choose to exile ourselves from the things that pulls away from fulfilling the will of God or loving Him unconditionally not because of any hatred for the world or the things of the world. It is the desire for God that guides and shapes our ascetical life and our spiritual disciplines. Outside of the love of God they lack meaning. They are to be a response of humble gratitude for what God has given to us. --- Text of chat during the group: 00:15:53 Cindy Moran: I have no audio 00:22:06 Anthony: I think I finally get your admonishment to read things in context. He can't be talking about withdrawing from a family like St. Basil's 3 generations living in harmony family life and monastic life. 00:34:10 Rachel: Like the ghetto in Sacramento. lol 00:34:29 B K-LEB: this teaching is too hard............ 00:34:35 Erick chastain: moved to texas 00:34:45 Erick chastain: God's country 00:34:45 Daniel Allen: I would add that it starts at home with the family 00:34:53 Bonnie Lewis: Wait a minute. I 00:35:06 Bonnie Lewis: I'm in Texas 00:35:12 Edward Kleinguetl: Welcome to Texas. I live in Houston, although moving to Toronto in six weeks. 00:36:04 Daniel Allen: Can’t flee to a place and expect everything to be somehow better. There isn’t a real chance to run to something if you don’t have it with you first. Like St Seraphim of Sarov, acquire the spirit of peace. 00:37:19 Erick chastain: thanks deacon Ed! 00:37:42 Erick chastain: agreed Daniel. 00:38:21 Joseph Caro: I wonder if this fleeing into the desert (in the literal, monkish, sense) is becoming increasingly next to impossible for our current western civilization without first a radical severance from cell phones, internet, Facebook, etc. And I am wondering if even the secondary more modest type of detachment can be fully done without first tempering our use of media, internet, etc.. . I don't know though, just my first impression. 00:38:21 Erick chastain: I moved to Texas to work at a catholic university and live near the daily latin mass. 00:38:59 Anthony: Joseph - so much data DOES impede contemplation. 00:39:20 B K-LEB: i agree with you Joseph the internet is an endless void 00:39:36 Edward Kleinguetl: Amen! 00:39:58 Carol Nypaver: 👍🏻 Erick and Joseph! 00:40:29 Ambrose Little, OP: The internet has so much to foster our knowledge of the faith and to connect with other faith-filled persons (like this group). It's a tool. Have to use it wisely. 00:41:28 Dayton S: 👆 00:42:08 Art: Good for you Erick. Is it Univ of Dallas? 00:43:29 Erick chastain: I moved to Texas to work at a catholic university and live near the daily latin mass. Guarding my mind and heart from secular people. Reduced temptations to anger and worldly ambition. 00:44:58 Sr Mary of our Divine Savior solt: In our community a small group of us are living a more contemplative life. And it has been a very rocky road. We are not monastic but are called to live the life of our Blessed Mother in the Cenacle. We do 3 hours of adoration and one of them is at 12am for priest. And another sacrifice is not eating meat in the convent. Also doing the full Divine Office. Only time will tell if God will bring us vocations to live this way of life. To try and live a more contemplative life in todays world is a challenge. 00:46:30 Carol Nypaver: Thank you, Sister Mary. May your efforts bear much good fruit! 00:47:20 Ambrose Little, OP: I am reminded of Pope St. John Paul II: Be not afraid! Lead out into the deep. (Duc in altum.) 00:48:04 Anthony: Nassim Nicholas Talib, in "The Bed of Procrustes": Philosophers walk, they do not run. He is an Orthodox Christian who takes the spirit of Orthodoxy into his academic/risk analysis/economic work. He's right. God is not speaking in urgent panic. Be a "lover of wisdom." Walk, and enjoy and contemplate. 00:48:22 Ambrose Little, OP: Lead = duc 00:48:37 iPhone: Chapter 5 of the Letter of Diognetus comes to mind…. Christians are not distinguished from other men by country, language, nor by the customs which they observe. They do not inhabit cities of their own, use a particular way of speaking, nor lead a life marked out by any curiosity. The course of conduct they follow has not been devised by the speculation and deliberation of inquisitive men. The do not, like some, proclaim themselves the advocates of merely human doctrines. Instead, they inhabit both Greek and barbarian cities, however things have fallen to each of them. And it is while following the customs of the natives in clothing, food, and the rest of ordinary life that they display to us their wonderful and admittedly striking way of life. They live in their own countries, but they do so as those who are just passing through. As citizens they participate in everything with others, yet they endure everything as if they were foreigners. Every foreign land is like their homeland to them, and every land… 00:48:42 B K-LEB: he's the one (NNT) i once quoted who said "God provides the cure then he allows the problem" 00:52:11 Ashley Kaschl: Daniel, I love that song! 🔥 00:52:22 Sheila Applegate: Great band. 00:53:12 Daniel Allen: I could listen to that album on repeat haha 01:02:41 Ren: The figure of Abraham is a beautiful fleshing out of what we spoke about a couple of groups ago: that this kind of exile is an exile TO not FROM. The figure of Joseph is one that perhaps illustrates a kind of opposite: an exile from, that God works with in order to effect good - an exile that will, in fact, lead to the slavery of the entire people of God. But Abraham embraces exile for the sake of covenant with God and is thus a far superior example. 01:04:48 Anthony: The book of Jasher has a story that Abraham was one of the few righteous worshippers of God among the people around the Tower of Babel, and God called him away. 01:08:05 Anthony: Christ's exile was also out of love. 01:09:13 Ambrose Little, OP: Gotta run. Family thing. God bless. 01:12:03 B K-LEB: love can be very selfish and manipulative st pope b16 said 01:12:23 Bonnie Lewis: This reminds me of Peter leaving the boat to follow Jesus but his attention was diverted and his faith was weakened, and he began to sink. 01:13:47 Ren: Ooo. So hard 01:16:04 Erick chastain: exile is awesome! 01:16:15 Daniel Allen: Hang in there it only gets more uncomfortable haha 01:16:55 Erick chastain: exile is awesome! 01:17:02 B K-LEB: lol 01:17:37 B K-LEB: i am projecting so much angst on fr. david while reading this, i dont want to hear it@@ 01:18:05 Carol Nypaver: How do we not seem indifferent while “letting go?” 01:19:08 Lee Graham: A greater understanding of to what God is calling you 01:21:11 B K-LEB: jesus himself sweats blood 01:21:32 Erick chastain: holy suffering vs worldly suffering 01:21:57 Lee Graham: Count it all joy 01:22:14 Daniel Allen: I don’t mean to sanitize this, and I don’t think this doesn’t that, but I keep returning to letting go of our own will. The monk being called to the desert had to abandon his will for comfort, family, and familiarity. But every day we have to let go of our own will and embrace noisy kids and a lack of silence, or work that doesn’t fulfill a personal sense of gaining in what has meaning, and time for oneself. My examples obviously more align with having a lot of small children, but I think that (to me) is the letting go of the will that the monk is also doing. 01:23:42 Daniel Allen: Sorry writing stream of conscious isn’t something I’m good at haha. Glad you could make sense of that rambling paragraph 01:24:12 Cathy Murphy: That is the joy of children. You must be in the present moment and only love them 01:26:32 Bonnie Lewis: Thank you Father!! 01:26:37 Iwona Bednarz-Major: Thanks! 01:26:37 Rachel: Thank you Father and everyone 01:26:37 Cindy Moran: Thank you, Father...good night! 01:26:47 Art: Thank you father and stay cool Pittsburgh
Wednesday Jun 08, 2022
Wednesday Jun 08, 2022
We continued this week with step number 3 on Exile. Saint John takes us deeper into the mystery of what it is to live as a Christian within the world. God calls to the heart and desires that we give our love to Him as he has given his love to us. Ultimately this is the reason why the monks exiled themselves to the desert. It was not to free themselves from the company of others. Rather they separated themselves from all things in order to become inseparable from Christ. Similarly, in our day-to-day life, we exile ourselves from all those things which would cool our devotion for the Lord. We are careful not to turn back to the things that we are attached to knowing that in doing so we are likely to be drawn back to the things of the world. This exile is not hatred. It is the desire to let Christ be the one who teaches us what is good for us. We are to let the virtues, the angels and the Saints, the remembrance of death, contrition, be our family and our friends. These are the things that endure and will support us and our journey toward the kingdom. --- Text of chat during the group: 00:28:02 Rachel: Yep 00:30:37 carolnypaver: Page? 00:30:42 Anthony: carpathian plainchant 00:30:45 Ren: 64 00:30:57 carolnypaver: TY 00:32:19 Rachel: I think it is a way of protecting the other as well as one's own heart. It is not just about outright vulgar immodesty. It is about our minding our gaze. Because we long to gaze at the Face of God. To be able, please God, to see as God sees. 00:47:14 Anthony: In section 12, we are dealing with stymied vocations. In section 11, we were warned against being self-appointed saviors of the world. Maybe appointing yourself a savior of the world is like dwelling in the dumps on your sin. The gaze of the person is turned inward on "look at what I can do / look what I did" and that is harmful to the person and to the world. It is God Who _gives_ the vocation and the salvation. The goal of Christian life is a genuine blissful loss of the self-awareness as a branch loses itself in the vine? If he dwells on his fault, he is consumed with canker; if he boasts of himself, he is consumed with worthless woody growth, not fruit. 00:49:14 carolnypaver: “….delivered them up to their doom?” Please explain this part. 00:49:24 Ren: 12 00:51:44 Debra: Just going to the store in June, is indoctrination :/ 00:58:17 Rachel: Yes! 00:58:31 Rachel: Go into your room and pray to God in secret.. 01:00:31 Robyn Greco: Thank you Father 01:06:40 Anthony: This is why living in Catholic community is so helpful; our surrounding "culture" is directly contrary to each of the family members he raises here to our attention. Community reinforcement of Catholic themes is important. 01:16:21 Ren: Though Climacus takes things even farther by assigning familial relations even to the virtues, paragraph 15 reminds me of this writing of St. John Kronstadt: "When you are praying alone, and your spirit is dejected, and you are wearied and oppressed by your loneliness, remember then, as always, that God the Trinity looks upon you with eyes brighter than the sun; also all the angels, your own Guardian Angel, and all the Saints of God. Truly they do; for they are all one in God, and where God is, there are they also. Where the sun is, thither also are directed all its rays." No matter what one’s vocation, it seems a kind of loneliness and isolation in this world is always a part of it, for the Christian, and thus so many of the Fathers give advice seeking out the invisible, heavenly community to combat it. 01:19:36 Ashley Kaschl: I think this detachment is harder than believing that the Eucharist is the Body, Blood, Soul, and Divinity of Christ 😂😬 01:20:06 Ambrose Little, OP: (Sorry, took a while to write, so I got behind the current topic..) In my Dominican circles, we often talk about evangelization. It is absolutely crucial, I think all of us can agree, but there is remarkable disagreement on the best way to go about it. Some folks say that simply “speaking the Truth” is the decisive means to win souls. Others say simple accompaniment. Most know intuitively there is some truth in both, but I find folks keen to argue as if one way is, effectively, the only way, while the other won’t work at all—and they can get quite agitated about it. But it’s a matter of emphasis—different folks have different gifts, and more importantly, we need to be sensitive in each and every situation and listen for the Spirit’s guidance. 01:20:10 Ambrose Little, OP: Folks of “action” pay that lip service, but when pressed, they seem to think we can’t “just” do that. It can’t be “that simple”; they get antsy. Prayer just “isn’t enough.” But I return to the Old Testament—Israel often being a superb type of the individual faith journey. *Every time* Israel (and/or some leader) tried to go on their own, doing what seemed right and wise to them—even with good intentions, it failed, sometimes spectacularly. I see what seems to be _so much_ damage done in the Church and _to our Christian witness_ by folks who just can’t not “let their light shine,” though it seems to me it’s more of that spectacular failing, because they don’t wait on the Spirit. If they did, then we’d see the fruit of the Spirit made manifest. But more often than not, we don’t. Waiting on the Lord in prayer, being silent, living in that “exile,” increasingly seems to me to be the Way. Let action, if it is needed, come from that. 01:20:50 Rachel: That is why I put my hand down all the time! I am so behind. :) 01:21:58 Rachel: That is so true. 01:24:36 Eric Williams: Some people embracing brutal honesty are more interested in the brutality than the honesty. That's why my spider sense tingles and I get anxious when some people pontificate about boldly and loudly proclaiming the Faith to secular society. I think a lot more of us should embrace silent and hidden holiness than should attempt evangelization or apologetics. 01:24:56 Eric Williams: (Sorry. Got behind trying to type on my phone.) 01:25:37 Ambrose Little, OP: Much more concise than me, Eric! 🙂 01:25:40 Cindy Moran: Thank you, Father! 01:25:45 Ryan Schaefer: Thank you! 01:25:47 Rachel: Thank you Father! 01:25:49 kevin: thank you!!!! 01:26:02 Bonnie Lewis: Thank you Father! 01:26:26 Rachel: 6 am here 01:26:31 Cathy: Prayers 01:26:34 Rachel: 🙏🏼 01:26:39 Eric Williams: It's not often I'm called concise, Ambrose ;) 01:26:39 carolnypaver: We will, Father. God bless you in your transition. 01:26:46 Sheila Applegate: prayers! 01:27:55 Art: Thank you Father!
Wednesday Jun 01, 2022
Wednesday Jun 01, 2022
We began this evening with Step 3 “On Exile.”The connotation of the word, as we discussed, can lead one to think of punishment or being removed from the things that are needed or loved. However, as we make our way through the step we begin to see that exile is a path to freedom. It is a gradual turning away or separating oneself from the world in order that one might become inseparable from God. At the heart of exile is a deep desire for God; the longing of the heart that leads one to run toward Him as the source of life. The more we begin to see this truth the clearer it becomes to us that we cling to things with a sense of needing them for meaning or purpose. Exile is so important because it removes that illusion. It shows us that so many things that we have had in our lives hold no lasting promise within them. God is to be the beginning and end of all things for us; and exile gives birth to the kind of detachment that allows us to be ever so confident in what He alone can provide. --- Text of chat during the group: 00:14:06 FrDavid Abernethy: page 63, para. #2 00:14:22 David Robles: Dear Father David, Thank you for inviting me to the meeting today. What step and section? 00:14:58 FrDavid Abernethy: page 63 par 2 00:15:02 FrDavid Abernethy: On exile 00:15:21 Robyn Greco: hi , Hope everyone is well 00:15:23 Sheila Applegate: This time the link said it was a malicious link. 00:15:37 Sheila Applegate: But the zoom one works. 00:16:12 Anthony: Do you spray with Copper Sulfate, Vicki? 00:16:14 David Robles: I'm not using your edition. I have the Holy Transfiguration Monastery Edition. 00:16:30 FrDavid Abernethy: Thats the edition we use 00:16:33 FrDavid Abernethy: 2012 00:17:28 Sr Mary of our Divine Savior solt: Greetings too! 00:18:07 Joseph Caro: fr 00:18:13 David Robles: Mine is 1991. Second edition 00:18:16 Fr. Miron Kerul-Kmec Jr.: I don’t like being a boss! Haha 00:18:45 Joseph Caro: I have been meaning to thank you for the little book you sent awhile ago, but I keep forgetting! thank you! 00:19:24 David Robles: Step 4 Obedience starts on page 20. 00:23:43 David Robles: Oh I see Exile. Found it 00:31:27 David Robles: Father, would you agree that the intensity and character of the exile for a lay person, a cenobitic monk or a hermit are different levels? Is there an interior exile that is the same for all? 00:32:29 David Robles: St Isaac the Syrian is pretty radical on this, as it is required of a hermit 00:36:04 Anthony: This keeping the "mind" inseparable from God, is he referring to cogitation, a constant stream of thought, or something else? Is "mind" more like "nous" or heart or merely presence here? I'm thinking it's not cogitation, since that can be exhausting and since the Fathers remind us our imaginations can willingly and unwillingly be the playground of evil. 00:39:25 David Robles: Dianoia is rational discourse 00:39:32 Sam Rodriguez: St Paul often talks about Sin and Death as Dominions. Where there is a Dominion of Sin, a Dominion of Death. Or, in other words, that we are born into a Lordship of Sin, a Lordship of Death, by virtue of Original Sin. And thus, to be "Delivered" as a Christian, represents being transferred from one Kingdom to another. To be transferred to the Kingdom where Jesus is Lord. And Has Dominion over our lives. Where our lives no longer belong to ourselves. Our bodies no longer belong to ourselves. They have been ransomed at a price. And thus, I'm wondering if this language of Exile is a restatement of a Deliverance process. Where its not that those things in our lives are bad, but that they require His Lordship in order for the Goodness of those Created things to be Received and Revealed and Shared. Being intentional about how we use our time. Or our phones. Or approach our relationships. That we are actively inviting Him to continually Conquer our attraction to those things, Exercise His Dominion over them. 00:45:35 Bridget McGinley: I recently came across the book The Way of a Pilgrim. I am memorized by his desire for separating himself from the active world to desperately seek the concept of unceasing prayer yet he does not enter a monastery and wanders the earth mixing with others. Unceasing prayer is a commandment from God, correct? This concept of exile seems unloving to the Eastern societies especially in our country where human contact is considered charitable. When we want to separate even from family and friends because they distract us we are sometimes accused of lacking "charity" but it is well understood in the Orthodox cultures that this is a great gift. I relate to what Robyn just said. 00:49:34 Joseph Caro: the idea of exile (separation) to keep us inseparable to God reminds me of marriage , where one keeps themselves from others in order to be in union with ones spouse. 00:52:27 Sam Rodriguez: Regarding what Father shared earlier, saying that we should perhaps genuflect before a newly-Baptized baby.... there's a beautiful story of St Louis IX, the French King. After one of his babies was Baptized, the Saint is reported to have joyfully picked up his baby and gave the baby a kiss, right where the baby's heart was, and exclaimed "Hello, Jesus!" 01:01:49 Ren: There is an interesting reversal at play here. Normally, when we say someone is exiled, it is exile from something/some place - a banishment from the good, the community, the kingdom - and the place of exile does not matter at all. Here, however, exile is an action taken for the sake of something, and the place of exile - that place in which the soul remains unseparated from God - is the only thing that matters. 01:04:42 Ren: Much the same kind of reversal that turns the barren desert into a place of encounter with Life itself! 01:06:18 Erick chastain: how does exile give place to the demon of sensuality? 01:15:09 Ashley Kaschl: Exile being the mother of detachment makes a lot of sense. While we’ve been talking about exile in a way that it leads to greater intimacy with God, a direct confrontation with the passions, and a renunciation of the world, I learned it the other way around: that, almost by proxy, a choosing of Christ over everything else in the day-to-day life, moment by moment, leads one to be exile by default. Is this the thought of the West, that one winds up in exile through intimacy with Christ, while the East encourages exile to find that intimacy with Christ? 01:18:29 Rachel: YES!! Fantastic points! 01:19:31 Rachel: 🙃 wow 01:20:03 Ashley Kaschl: Great. Thank you, Father! 01:22:47 Anthony: Slavonic. ;) 01:24:08 Ren: Hi baby Orlandi!
Thursday May 26, 2022
Thursday May 26, 2022
Superb group tonight! Thank you all so much for the wonderful comments and questions on two very challenging steps. Synopsis: We continued this evening reading Step 2 on Detachment and the beginning of Step 3 on Exile. Saint John makes it very clear to us that detachment from the things of this world and seeing ourselves as living in exile are rooted not in a hatred of the world or of others but rather in our desire for the perfect love of Christ. Our passions draw us back again and again to the sickness of our sin. Even when we have left many things behind we can feel a very tangible pull back to them. Therefore, St. John tells us that we must embrace Christ with an unconditional and absolute love and devotion; as He has given his love unconditionally and without limit. All things begin and end with love. Our asceticism, all of our disciplines, must be rooted in this love otherwise we will find ourselves isolated from others and from God. Even the monks who embraced the deepest solitude of the desert understood that they did so as part of the body of Christ; that the embrace of deep solitude and silence brought them to a greater intimacy with every other person and allowed them to see the action of God within the world and creation. The break from the world of which these first three steps speak is meant to allow us to run freely and swiftly toward Christ, our Beloved. --- Text of chat during the group: 00:11:31 Sharon: When I tried to log into the link at the top of the email, it wouldn’t log in saying that you were in session with Evergetinos. The link at the bottom did work, obviously! 00:12:01 Sharon: Obviously because I’m here! That wasn’t meant to be snarky! 00:14:06 Rachel: me too. PC 00:14:29 Bonnie Lewis: I always have to use the bottom link. No biggie 00:14:29 Sheila Applegate: mine did not work. android phone. 00:14:33 Debra: Sharon, I got a warning saying the top link was a Threat! Ooooo So I logged in with the bottom link too 00:14:36 Sheila Applegate: said unavailable. 00:21:01 Debra: Our Diocese 'moved' the Ascension to Sunday ::eyeroll:: 00:21:23 Ashley Kaschl: Same 00:32:36 Sam Rodriguez: I'm reminded here of a quote by then Cardinal Wojtyla: "Freedom is the means, Love is the end." Our culture often confuses our understanding of Freedom by defining it as "freedom to" (do this or that) as opposed to "Freedom from" (Sin and our appetites, etc). And that we lose sight of the fact that our Freedom is brought to Perfection in Love. And that is it's very purpose. The Saints in Heaven still retain their Freedom. They have Freely chosen Love for all Eternity. And therein lies the relationship between this detachment, this Freedom of Heart, and our Call to Love. It seems to me that one could think of Freedom as *the medium* through which Love travels, just as a wave may travel through a medium. If we seek to grow in Love, it seems that, what's needed, is more to clear the way for Love to Move Within us and Through us, precisely by seeking this Freedom of Heart 00:33:50 Josie: wow 00:34:00 Sr Mary of our Divine Savior solt: double wow! 00:36:24 Debra: Who's going to follow ^^that^^ 00:39:44 Anthony: If this life is not for all, but for a comparative few, why is the monastic life presented as "if you want to obey Christ, completely detach and be a monastic?" 00:44:34 Josie: Is it possible that the solitude can lead to a kind of self centeredness perhaps in some kind of people? I understand that the focus on love is the thing that keeps a person safe from the danger, but what is love in this spiritual sense, with very little concrete manifestations (like others to serve or even to forgive) ? Is love in this case a focus on God? Contemplation? 00:44:45 Josie: sorry I hit send by accident 00:51:17 Josie: but it's also not simply a focus on self and becoming "perfect", right? 00:57:10 Anthony: garlic, leeks 00:57:15 Ren: Cucumbers! 01:08:51 Sam Rodriguez: Regarding this, something I've found helpful to try to be grounded in is this: If it's good, God gets the credit. I can only take credit for my mistakes. lol 01:15:40 Anthony: Maybe some of the self will and desire to propose oneself as great in an area is a symptom of a demonic attack on a person's worth - a subtle and constant message "you are worthless. 01:21:09 Ashley Kaschl: If this isn’t very coherent....I’m sorry. 😂 01:21:12 Ashley Kaschl: This reminds me of something in “Imitation of Christ” by Thomas á Kempis. That when we suffer, we should remember that we are “on probation” and that we shouldn’t rely on or place our hope in the world, nor seek to justify ourselves to the world who won’t always understand. I think that Catholics, who are on fire for the Lord or who are firmly in their vocations, run up against the temptation to not be misunderstood by the world, to not offend when teaching the Truth. It’s as if the temptation of vain glory today tries to be popular and holy, which is antithetical to the spiritual life. Anyway, the rest of the quote goes: “It is good for us sometimes to suffer contradiction, to be misjudged by men even though we do well and mean well. These things help us to be humble and shield us from vainglory. When to all outward appearances men give us no credit, when they do not think well of us, then we are more inclined to seek God Who sees our hearts. Therefore, a man ought to root himself so firmly in God that he 01:21:43 Ashley Kaschl: will not need the consolations of men.” 01:22:56 Sam Rodriguez: GREAT points, Ashley 01:26:10 Ambrose Little, OP: There is a flip side of that, too, and I think we have to be careful both ways. We can enjoy being counter-cultural and want to in a sense stick it to the “world” to show just how different we are. In that way, we are risking a kind of pride that we're better and want to show it off by being combative unnecessarily. 01:26:51 Ashley Kaschl: Yes 💯 👆 01:28:10 Rachel: lol 01:29:35 Rachel: Thank you! 01:29:48 Anthony: cookie 01:29:53 Ashley Kaschl: Thank you, Father! Good to see you! 01:30:19 Cindy Moran: Thank you Father...great session! 01:30:20 Bonnie Lewis: Thank you Father David. Happy to have class tonight! 01:30:21 Debra: I'm on Brave, with Avast...and Avast thinks the shortl ink is a threat 01:30:23 Cathy: Thank you Father! Prayers 01:30:33 sue and mark: good night and be blessed
Thursday May 05, 2022
Thursday May 05, 2022
One of the participants in tonight‘s group on the "Ladder of Divine Ascent" described St. John’s teaching on Detachment as a “mic drop moment.” The psychological insight and the understanding of the fickleness of the human mind and the wiles of the ego are presented to us in such an unvarnished fashion that there is no denying the truth of them. Yet – there is something in this that is incredibly uplifting to the human heart. The truth though difficult to hear and even more difficult to embrace is liberating and offers freedom. To have a first taste of this in these paragraphs on Detachment is something wonderful. We begin to see that the monks were leaving behind everything within the world not because they hated the world or hated others; but because they were drawn there by He who is infinite and absolute Love. Within the human heart is an urgent longing for what God alone can offer. In Him we come to see the meaning of our own lives and who we are. We step into Reality. And even though this may be very difficult and even though we may want to avoid it more often than not, if we allow ourselves to be drawn by the Lord, allow Him to take us by the hand and lead us into the truth of His Life and the reality of His Love - what an indescribable joy comes over the mind and heart. --- Text of chat during the group: 00:02:28 Lita's iPhone: Happy to be joining you all! I’m nursing my newborn so I’ll be without video 😊 00:02:37 FrDavid Abernethy, CO: welcome! 00:03:04 Ashley Kaschl: LITA! 🙌🏻 00:05:26 Robyn Greco: hi Father, Hi everyone 00:08:34 Carol Nypaver: May the fourth be with you! 00:25:49 Joseph Caro: The nuns in the movie Sister Act might have profited from a reading of Climacus! 00:30:20 Ren: I am particularly moved by the insight at the end of the last paragraph, which states that we can be tempted to disparage those in the world in order to avoid despair. Fascinating that, not possessing the faith and love necessary to find value in our life in Christ, we can turn to disparagement of others in an attempt to build ourselves up. I feel this happens a lot in our day. 00:33:58 Josie: so this is why the "why" behind detachment is so important.. 00:35:11 Sam Rodriguez: Some phrases here that come to mind are "I must decrease so that Jesus may increase." Or that "It is not I who live but Christ who lives within me." That we are emptying ourselves of self, yes, but we are emptying ourselves unto the Fullness of Him. And thus, if He Within us, while Living Through us, Calls us out into the world for a Mission, then that's radically different from the Enemy shaming us for not following Him the way the Enemy says that we should, during an attack. Because, if rightfully lived, it is He Who Is Stepping into the world, through our Yes to Him. Our Yes to Him Continuing His Incarnation Through our Yes, even if it will inevitably be within the context of our own personal brokenness. Could be in the Desert. Or the "Desert" of the city. Or in the concrete realities of a Present Moment, where there is a Call to Radical Love, whatever that Moment, that Call might look like. It belongs to Him, not us. Just as *we* belong to Him, not ourselves. 00:46:23 Robyn Greco: ouch 00:49:40 Debra: What?! You mean monastic life isn't all incense and Gregorian chant...gardening, and making coffee, and beer? 00:49:53 Ashley Kaschl: 😂😂 00:50:50 Robyn Greco: wow...6 is what those of us today would call a mic drop moment. no beating around the bush and ever so true 00:54:44 Carol: can't help comparing this to the adoration and attention an expectant mother receives vs. the relentless hidden self-sacrifice of new parenthood 01:03:09 Lilly: One should be very mindful of their inner struggles and not enter monastic life to ‘escape’ 01:04:26 Anthony: "Monastic" and "curmudgeon" are two distinct and different modes of life. 01:10:39 Robyn Greco: lol 01:11:30 Robyn Greco: You Father? a curmudgeon? I don't believe it.....🤣 01:11:42 Debra: 😆 01:12:26 Erick chastain: honestly I seem curmudgeonly when everyone around me is saying obscene things and I have to tell them that they are doing wrong. 01:13:07 Robyn Greco: I have to go, dog needs her insulin shot. Thank you Father, see you all next week 01:14:37 Lita's iPhone: Thank you! 01:14:44 Cindy Moran: Thank you Father!! 01:15:05 Bonnie Lewis: Thank you Father!! 01:15:06 Josie: thank you
Thursday Apr 14, 2022
Thursday Apr 14, 2022
We picked up this evening with Step One “On Renunciation of the World”. St. John‘s focus is on entering into the spiritual life, the ascetical life, fully. We are not to make excuses out of our past sins or let them become impediments to our engaging in the spiritual battle. Psychologically they can become exactly that. Shame can make us hold back from opening ourselves to God and the healing that He alone offers. Likewise, fear of what lies ahead and the discipline involved can keep us from investing ourselves fully. Rather, we are to respond as if we were called by an earthly king; eagerly leaving everything to go to him and remaining alert lest he should call us day or night. We would never give ourselves over to sloth or cowardice knowing that we would find ourselves under the king’s judgment. Thus, we are to enter into the spiritual life unfettered by worldly concerns. Whether one is a monk or living in the world, one must have God as the beginning and end of all things - the very center of our existence. He must be desired and loved above all things. If this is true then we will charge into the “good fight” with joy and love without being afraid of our enemies, the demons. They know the movements of the mind and the heart, the patterns of behavior that they observe within us and whether or not we are scared. Therefore, John tells us, we must enter into the battle courageously for no one fights with a plucky fighter. Naturally St. John begins by focusing on the early moments of the ascetical life. God by design protects the novice in the spiritual life in order to keep him from falling into despondency. He hides the difficulty of the contest. However, if God sees a courageous soul He will allow him to experience conflict and to be in embattled in order that he might be crowned all the sooner. Thus, God will allow us to be tested if it will perfect our love and virtue and if He sees our zeal for Him. --- Text of chat during the group: 00:09:34 Robyn Greco: i could listen to you preach anytime Father, because you're such an excellent teacher 00:18:20 Ren: The number of men who started chuckling just then was pretty fantastic. Caught on camera! :-D 00:18:40 Debra: 😄 00:18:40 Cathy: i was thinking the same 00:24:28 Sam Rodriguez: Have heard it said before “if we don’t make time for prayer, we’ll never find time for prayer.” 00:24:48 Debra: Is removing prayer time, and saying that we are too busy, a sign of spiritual warfare....or 'just' allowing our will to 'win? 00:25:16 Debra: Sorry...I don't know how to do the digital hand lol 00:25:57 Carol Nypaver: Go to “reactions” 00:26:20 Debra: Oh! Thanks, Carol! 00:26:32 Carol Nypaver: 😇 00:26:56 Ambrose Little: Alt+Y on Win; Opt+Y on Mac 00:27:16 Debra: Thank you! 00:27:23 Carol Nypaver: 👍🏻 00:29:24 Ambrose Little: Did you really go to college if you never pulled an all nighter?? 🤔 00:29:35 Debra: Yes! Fr. D, I've experienced that...a peace when I've pushed through my will, to pray 00:30:19 Vicki Nichols: I never pulled an all nighter either 00:31:05 Carol Nypaver: Same, Vicki. I can’t function without sleep. 00:38:38 Sheila Applegate: This. Above. Not because I am an asetic but I can't function as a human without 7 hours plus. Carol. :) 00:39:37 Carol Nypaver: In living the Gospel, how do you NOT offend people? 00:44:25 RiccardoO: “You will not be far from the Kingdom of Heaven” has an interesting ring to it. Not far, but not yet in the Kingdom. Am I correct to interpret the list in this paragraph as the starting point? Is there another step that Climacus is not mentioning here, along the lines of the invitation of Jesus to the young rich man, “if you want to be perfect..”? 00:49:16 RiccardoO: Thank you father. 00:50:30 Rachel: LOL Nope, that would be me. 00:53:56 Robyn Greco: Ive lived on anxiety almost all my life but recently when I slow down and give it all to the Lord the fear leaves, literally, its holding onto that, that is the hard part 00:54:45 Sr Mary of our Divine Savior solt: I heard that the demons can't read your mind. Is that true? 00:56:35 Debra: I wonder if Fr. Rippenger has talked about whether or not demons can read our minds 00:56:54 Robyn Greco: He has Debra 00:57:38 Robyn Greco: If you search on YouTube Father Rippenger you'll find talks he's done 00:58:24 Robyn Greco: I keep hearing about this "centering prayer" stuff but have no idea what it is 00:59:57 Debra: Robyn, I have one of his books...I went to get it lol 01:00:44 Debra: Yes....a 'little knowledge' is a dangerous thing lol 01:00:53 Robyn Greco: I've been told it's dangerous so I think I'll just keep staying away from it 01:01:34 Sam Rodriguez: Fr Ripperger gives an answer very similar to Fr Abernethy. One element that Fr Ripperger emphasizes is that they can access our memory and feed “thoughts” into our minds (for lack of a better term) and create confusion within us between our own inner voice and theirs 01:01:35 Ren: I love your thought about the problem being our over-reliance on ourselves. If we are weak, we are weak; that is not the problem, because God’s grace can work through that. Fear, and, essentially, the lack of trust in God that it exposes, is the real problem that leaves us vulnerable to demons. 01:03:01 Wayne: Need to attend church Services tonight.. Happy Easter everyone. 01:05:56 Sr Mary of our Divine Savior solt: 🙂 01:08:19 Rachel: If not only other people but demons can read us so to speak in order to attack us and pull us away from God through fear, can it be that when one by grace, little by little comes closer to Christ, in turn, that person because of their close proximity to Christ can ward off attacks? Where a person is able to discern more easily because they have kept the waters still. I think of Saints like Saint Maximus. Where many were against him and he kept pressing on able to discern and not abandon Christ. ( E 01:08:42 David Robles: Dear Father David, I am an Orthodox Christian in the Patriarchate of Antioch. This coming Sunday is Palm Sunday for us. Next week is Holy Week. I would like to wish everyone a blessed Easter. Christ is Risen! Truly, He is risen! We sing an ancient hymn, 01:09:50 David Robles: Christ is risen from the dead trampling down death by death and upon those in the tombs bestowing life. 🙏😀 01:09:54 Carol Nypaver: Easter Blessings, David!🐣 01:10:47 Michael Shuman: Amen, David. 01:11:33 Cathy: Thank you David Palm Sunday Blessings and have a Holy Lent. 01:11:59 Ashley Kaschl: There’s a good book by the late Fr. Gabriele Amorth called “An Exorcist Explains the Demonic: The Antics of Satan and His Army of Fallen Angels” and it might clear up what demons are able and not able to do. 😁 01:12:02 Sam Rodriguez: When our sufferings and trials seem to pull us farther from God and hurt our relationship with God, is it perhaps our own preconceived notion of what is a “good” thing to happen vs a “bad” thing ultimately the source of that wedge? Given that any sufferings or trials that God Permits, we can trust that He Has Covered them all in a greater Good 01:12:32 Sam Rodriguez: Grace 01:14:23 Carol Nypaver: Thanks, Ashley. 01:14:55 Ambrose Little: St. Paul spoke of something like this as a thorn in his side that he beseeched God to take away, but God said, “my grace is sufficient for you; my power is perfected in your weakness.” 01:15:01 Robyn Greco: Been trying to find a spiritual director for years, they are, sadly, a rare breed these days 01:16:35 Robyn Greco: We see across the street, God sees 20 miles ahead of us 01:16:56 Sam Rodriguez: I’m reminded of a prayer that Mother Teresa prayed regularly: “Heavenly Father, if there’s anything I’m doing that’s not your Holy Will, please let it fall apart in front of me.” 01:18:13 Bonnie Lewis: I love that Sam. 01:18:49 Sam Rodriguez: 🙂 01:18:56 Debra: ❤️ 01:18:56 Rachel: Yes, lots of baggage affects our vision. Throw it overboard! 01:21:34 Babington (or Babi): Thanks be to God
Thursday Apr 07, 2022
Thursday Apr 07, 2022
As we step further into this first reflection of St. John Climacus on Renunciation, we begin to see how he paints with broad strokes. His intention is that we would begin this journey with a clarity of focus. Our asceticism is to be driven not by our own will or by fear or by hope of reward - but by love. So often, we can turn the ascetical life into a matter of endurance, or self-punishment rather than a means of healing and drawing us into deeper intimacy with God. Thus, all the images that John uses in this first step call us to let go of our preconceived notions of the spiritual life and of God. We are to allow Him to draw us forward and His Spirit to guide us along the path that fosters our sanctification and salvation. God wants us to enter this path with zeal and fervor. Love must fuel the fire within the heart that makes us run with swiftness when Christ calls us. We are to run with love and be motivated by desire. God and the pursuit of divine things cannot be set aside anything within this world as comparable in value or importance. God must be the beginning and end of all that we do. We must be ever so careful not to become calculating in our view of the spiritual life and never asceticism as another means of self-help. In fact, the self must be set aside in order that we might constantly gaze upon the face of Christ. It is Love that motivates us and beckons us and it is this Love alone that will bring us to what our heart longs for the most. --- Text of chat during the group: 00:09:25 Cindy Moran: Good Evening!! 00:09:46 kevinferrick: Yes good eve!!! 00:13:59 Edward Kleinguetl: In a secular culture that is at war with the values of the Gospel 00:23:20 iPad (10)maureen: Sorry it was on by mistake 00:30:12 Bridget McGinley: Wow Father, that insight is profound as with the comparison of the Biblical texts. Thank you 00:30:18 Eric Williams: Stone is a building's foundation. Brick structures are built on top. Should pillars be built on bare earth? I don't know, but my guess is that doing so makes a structure vulnerable to ground eroding underneath. So, we must start our ascent will a solid foundation, for to attempt advanced ascesis too quickly would invite disaster. We might ask ourselves how firm the ground is under our ladders. 00:33:34 Ryan Schaefer: I think it is easy to focus on how much energy we put into putting awareness in Christ, rather than directly focusing on Christ. Does that make sense? Something that I have been thinking about this past week. 00:33:52 Andreea and Anthony: What page/paragraph are we at? 00:34:06 Anthony: 14 00:34:11 David Robles: Father, if a good foundation is Love and Chastity (see #8), and Innocence, fasting and temperance, which take time to learn (see#10), how can we attain to that in the beginning to be used as a foundation? In other writings Love is the summit of the spiritual life. What kind or measure of love do we need at the beginning? How is that love different from the kind of love that is our goal? 00:34:13 Carol Nypaver: 56. 14 00:36:58 Joseph Caro: Wow, I really love your interpretation of #14 Father. I thought at first it was good to build on stones. . .but your interpretation made me notice that the first two people are building structures (a stable dwelling place, either way -- pillars on bare ground might not be within building codes but it would make a house anyway) whereas the third is running free. That's a strange juxtaposition that is only illuminated by your explanation. 00:37:13 David Robles: Thank you Father. That makes sense! 00:39:47 Eric Williams: I don't mean to belabor the point, but I may have insight as a runner. Attempting to run a race or a hard workout without warming up first could lead to either injury or poor performance. So, this metaphor doesn't strike me as very different from the others. 00:40:49 Sam Rodriguez: We live in a time of celebrity Priests and Catholic speakers that can often engender a cult of personality, self-promotion, and product-mindedness in much of our current catechetical offerings. When one contrasts that phenomenon against what St John Climacus, it seems to point to some concerning implications as to the spirit as to how current and future generation of Catholics might be formed, if not checked 00:41:39 Rachel: This is a pernicious temptation where when one is trying to avoid multiplicity they are in fact focusing too much on self 00:41:39 Sam Rodriguez: *contrasts that phenomenon against what St. John Climacus is saying 00:42:42 Andreea and Anthony: Everyone is needed in the Lord’s kingdom. My wife and I have benefited greatly from Bishop Barron and Fr. Mike Smitz, Fr. Dave Pivonka, etc 00:45:22 Anthony: Simplicity vs multiplicity. It may be better to smoke or drink in peace of heart on one's own porch than to listen to many Catholic teachers on YouTube. 00:46:03 Sam Rodriguez: Oh I agree, Andrea and Anthony. And I'm not saying its intrinsically bad. But I'm saying it *can* be bad... and i'm not pointing to any particular Priest/Speaker... and quickly acknowledge that many are wonderful and holy... but i'm speaking to the aggregate impact that such phenomenon can have to people seeking to give their life to ministry.... the glitz and allure of celebrity can be distracting... and launching a ministry such as that can sometimes rely upon self-promotion, which inherently carries spiritual risk and must be checked... 00:46:33 Andreea and Anthony: Judge not that you may not be judged. We cannot know how God is acting in someone else’s souls 00:48:26 Sam Rodriguez: If you re-read what I'm saying in those past two comments, there is no judgment intended to be expressed. This is merely a caution flag being waived. Nothing more. 00:48:29 Ren: My mind is also turned to the man found building a barn on the night he is going to die, and to Christ speaking of the destruction of the physical temple, and the enduring nature of the temple of his body. Everything in the New Testament, and here in this chapter, points us towards a less earthly, less secure (in one sense) way, and towards total abandon to the person of Christ. 00:52:01 Anthony: And it came to dust because it was intended to receive Messiah. But when Messiah was rejected, the earthly glory was dismissed.. It's a warning for our cathedrals and basilicas too. 00:52:16 Robyn Greco: sorry im late 00:58:12 Sam Rodriguez: Amen, Father. Thank you 01:04:01 Ambrose Little: ❤️ 01:05:51 Robyn Greco: i lost my spot can someone tell me where on page 57 we are? thank you 01:06:08 Rachel: I wonder at the examples of monks who fell away because of the lack of clarity Fr. Abernathy was speaking of a few minutes ago. The clarity Father A speaks of seems to be one received at every moment, from Our Lord through union with Him in whatever degree and capacity we are able to in that moment. In relation to St. John C., we will be pulled down by fears manifested in different idols and desires. The labor and grief also seem to be the pain that comes from the Divine Sculptor chipping away our illusions, of self and more importantly God Himself. Consumed by God Himself Also, ! I am not too sure what sublimation, that you mentioned means, so I will have to look up what you meant and how that related to what your were saying and how it relates. 01:06:15 Erick chastain: the joy of virtue should not exclude tears of compunction though 01:06:55 Rachel: Yes, Erick, a joyful sorrow. :) 01:07:43 Rachel: I was thinking the same thing. btw and am not afraid to say it lol 01:08:25 Rachel: What is peace? 01:12:37 Andreea and Anthony: Listening to the story about the Franciscan whose gift to the poor was destroyed by them before they could benefit, should we draw the conclusion that building on a large scale for others is always a mistake and a way of self-aggrandizement? For example, should Pope Saint John Paul the Great not have started any of the “big projects” he started such as World Youth Day, visiting so many countries, the work of the Catechism, Theology of the Body, etc … Should Saint Teresa of Calcutta not have built any of the homes for the poor? THAT was the way SHE was called to be the face of Christ in the world … 01:12:55 Andreea and Anthony: From Anthony: Regarding the idea that as soon as we try to enter the kingdom things go south, that seems very discouraging. Why would anyone then attempt it? It seems to me that God allows trials in accordance to what we need for the salvation of our souls, not allowing the devil to crush us immediately. 01:14:00 Erick chastain: joy should include suffering and compunction, it is not a worldly joy 01:14:54 Erick chastain: suffering with christ 01:17:04 Cindy Moran: Thank you so much! 01:17:12 Rachel: Thank you 01:17:21 Sam Rodriguez: Thank you. Father!! 01:17:24 Rachel: If you say so lol 01:17:38 Rachel: Yes, it is drinking pure light 01:17:48 Ann Grimak: Thank you 🙏 01:17:56 kevin: thank you 01:18:08 Anne Barbosa: Thank you =) 01:18:11 kevin: Love Newman! 01:18:12 Debra: I like that the questions/comments are typed out, so I can go back and read them, if I've had to step away from the computer 01:18:28 liz2: Thank you Father!! 01:19:12 Rachel: lol I love this group
Thursday Mar 31, 2022
Thursday Mar 31, 2022
Thank you everyone who participated in the study of The Ladder of Divine Ascent tonight. Your questions were both beautiful and challenging. Synopsis: As we continued our reflection upon Step One “On Renunciation” St. John makes it very clear that we must enter into the spiritual battle with a zeal and desire for God; we must leap into the fire if we really expect the celestial fire to dwell within us. None of our ascetical practices, or the renunciation of the world that John speaks of in this step, can be abstracted from our relationship with God and what he desires to give us. The firm foundation upon which the spiritual life is laid is innocence, fasting, and temperance. Like a child, a babe, we are to have a simple trust in the care of our heavenly father, we must allow him to nourish us upon that which we need. Our love can know nothing of calculation or sly deceit. This is essential John tells us. We must begin the spiritual life with clarity about who we are before God and what it is that we seek. Likewise, we must enter into the spiritual life not lagging in the fight. A firm beginning, John tells us, is useful when we later grow slack. We will all face trials and turmoil in the spiritual life and it is our first love, our first desire and zeal for the Lord, we must remember in order to set our hearts aflame once again. --- Text of chat during the group: 00:11:22 Cathy: Now thats Divine Providence! 00:11:36 FrDavid Abernethy, CO: Yes. I thought so. 00:16:19 Sr Mary of our Divine Savior solt: Where can you find the text Father is reading from? 00:16:53 Sean: Paragraph 9 at the bottom page 55 00:17:57 Sr Mary of our Divine Savior solt: Thanks but is there a pdf file one can get this from? I do not have the book. Just started with you all. Thanks. 00:18:40 Sean: I don’t think so 00:18:44 Ren: There is no PDF that we have access to. The book can be purchased at: https://www.bostonmonks.com/product_info.php/cPath/75_105/products_id/569 00:19:16 Sr Mary of our Divine Savior solt: OK Thank you. 00:20:56 Anthony: I have a problem with laying off all things. For example, although Christ went into the desert for 40 says and was often in prayer, He _did not_ utterly cast off His family. His Mother was with Him. He had friends. He had family mentioned in the Gospels and Epistles. 00:28:55 Sr Mary of our Divine Savior solt: http://www.prudencetrue.com/images/TheLadderofDivineAscent.pdf found a PDF 00:29:36 Cathy: Great! Saint John Climacus is looking our for you!! 00:29:50 Sr Mary of our Divine Savior solt: 😇 00:30:30 Anthony: And this is where a spiritual father, an elder / staretz, and Catholic Culture come in. They can regulate us to be neither puritanical nor lax 00:41:31 Ambrose: fortitude maybe 00:42:19 Rachel: that is a wonderful chapter!! 00:45:14 Anthony: YOU ARE RIGHT 00:59:56 Anthony: Synergy. This is fundamentally opposed to the monergism which is the heart of the Calvinist American culture. 01:05:40 Michael Shuman: This is a really good question. 01:09:47 Joseph Caro: sheen talk: https://youtu.be/5e5oPIHnHQs 01:16:41 Carol Nypaver: Thank you, Joseph! I love Ven. Archbishop Fulton Sheen!🙏🏻 01:17:18 Anthony: The more one loves, the more one suffers when the love is offended. That is how I see Our Lady suffering at the foot of the Cross most closely with the suffering and loving Christ 01:19:37 Sr Mary of our Divine Savior solt: colossians 1:24-26 01:19:58 Ashley Kaschl: “God has created me to do Him some definite service. He has committed some work to me which He has not committed to another. I have my mission. I may never know it in this life, but I shall be told it in the next. I am a link in a chain, a bond of connection between persons. He has not created me for naught. I shall do good; I shall do His work. I shall be an angel of peace, a preacher of truth in my own place, while not intending it if I do but keep His commandments. Therefore, I will trust Him, whatever I am, I can never be thrown away. If I am in sickness, my sickness may serve Him, in perplexity, my perplexity may serve Him. If I am in sorrow, my sorrow may serve Him. He does nothing in vain. He knows what He is about. He may take away my friends. He may throw me among strangers. He may make me feel desolate, make my spirits sink, hide my future from me. Still, He knows what He is about.” - St. John Henry Newman 01:20:38 Cindy Moran: Thank you! 01:20:56 Jos: thank you 01:21:24 Cathy: My favorite night! Happy Feast Day!
Thursday Mar 24, 2022
Thursday Mar 24, 2022
After laying some groundwork in the previous weeks we finally stepped in to the meat, as it were, of John‘s writing. We took up once again Step number One “on renunciation”. John moves very quickly to lay out before us the reasons why one would embrace the renunciation not only of the monks in the desert but of the ascetical life as a whole. The two fundamental reasons are the multitude of our sins and the love of God. The beginning of the spiritual life most often is the simple acknowledgment of our poverty and the infirmity that sin brings into our life. We see the emptiness of this life outside of our relationship with God. The acknowledgment of this truth bears the fruit of repentance; a fundamental turning toward God with streams of tears and heartfelt groanings that reflect an interior reality. It is then that God, as he did with Lazarus, orders that the stone be rolled away from the tomb and that we be unloosed from the passions that hold us in their grip. Yet, John would not have us see this as a path that we take in isolation. It is always to be trod with a guide or a director, a Moses figure. We need those who can help bring about the healing of the passions of the soul by their care as physicians. We need to be guided by those who have lived a life equal to the angels; that is, who have been freed from the corruption of their wounds and so have become experts and the most skilled physicians/surgeons. We do not live our Christian life out in isolation but only in communion with others and strengthened by those who have been transformed by the grace of God and the ascetical life. This life, John tells us in an unvarnished way, requires violence and constant suffering; a dying to self and sin in order that our hearts might attain to the love of God and the love of chastity and all of the other virtues. There will be great toil in this battle and the false-self, that kitchen dog addicted to barking, John tells us, is only overcome by the one who becomes a lover of chastity and watchfulness. The foundation of this journey is the courage to offer our souls to God in our infirmity, the faith to trust in Him, and the humility that we might bare all before his healing light of His Grace. --- Text of chat during the group: 00:11:31 Cindy Moran: What version of the book is being used? 00:15:58 Anthony: copyright 1979 Holy Transfiguration Monastery 00:18:01 Fr. Miron Jr.: https://www.bostonmonks.com/product_info.php/cPath/75_105/products_id/569 00:53:17 maureencunningham: What was the book Psychology Orthodoxy wombs the writer? 00:53:58 Fr. Miron Jr.: https://www.amazon.com/Orthodox-Psychotherapy-Esther-Cunningham-Williams/dp/9607070275/ref=sr_1_2?crid=174I4J6U16QTR&keywords=orthodox+psychotherapy&qid=1648080810&sprefix=orthoodx+ps%2Caps%2C94&sr=8-2 00:56:02 maureencunningham: Thank you 01:16:51 Ashley Kaschl: “The life of man upon earth is a warfare, and his days are like the days of a hireling.” (Job 7:1, DRA) 01:24:50 Rachel: wow! 01:26:04 Rachel: How many times have the faithful heard in the midst of the battle, the same comparisons. A mistaken notion that the engaing in the battle means one has lost their " peace!?" 01:26:43 Bonnie Lewis: Thank you so much Father David. 01:26:45 Cindy Moran: Very good session thank you 01:26:53 Miron Kerul Kmec: Thank you 01:26:54 Rachel: Thank you Father and everyone. 01:27:09 Samantha Topolewski: Thank you! 01:27:20 Carole DiClaudio: Good night everyone!!
Thursday Mar 17, 2022
Thursday Mar 17, 2022
Tonight we resumed our reading of Step One on the Renunciation of the world. The step fits into the larger context of a break with the world which includes, John tells us, detachment and exile. Here is where monks sought to remove everything from their lives that would keep them from focusing solely upon God and what He alone offers. As Christians we may not imitate the monk in living in the desert; yet, in reality, the desert exists within the human heart. The renunciation that John speaks of in this first step must exist within us as well. There are many ways that we have to let go of the things that hold us within their grip; the passions (sins that have become habitual), disordered desires that make us long for satisfaction and seek it within worldly goods and the fulfillment of the appetites. In paragraph 4, John begins to define for us the various types of Christians. He does this not as an abstraction but rather as a frame through which we can view our lives. He paints with broad strokes and asks us to gaze deeply into the image to see if we recognize a reflection of ourselves. Are we an irreligious man (not thinking of God at all), a transgressor who distorts the faith in a depraved fashion? Are we a Christian who seeks to imitate Christ in word, thought, and deed - who believes in what God has revealed of himself to us; namely, believing in the Holy Trinity? Are we the lover of God who seeks to live in communion with all that is natural and sinless? Are we the continent man, who in the face of temptations and turmoil, struggles in order that he might be free? Have we interiorized monasticism in the sense that we seek a chaste love, purity of heart and mind? Do we remember death so as to cling to He alone who is our life? Have we set aside the things of this world voluntarily; not because they are evil but because we are a naturally attached to them more than we are attached to the love of God? --- Text of chat during the group: 00:34:39 Anthony: We are tied to an evolutionary metaphysic - to our detriment. 00:35:13 Anthony: "We" being society, even Christian society adopt evolutionary "becoming' 00:36:54 Eric Williams: I think Thomas à Kempis made a good effort to remind Western scholastics of the bigger picture. 00:38:18 Ambrose Little: Some people are more intellectually inclined, and God can use that to draw people to himself. 00:39:20 Joseph Caro: good point Ambrose! I agree, from my own observations 00:39:21 Edward Kleinguetl: To be fair, Aidan Nichols--who I referenced-- is a Dominican. 00:39:34 Ambrose Little: Fr. Garrigou-La Grange, O.P. is great. Highly recommend: Christian Perfection and Contemplation: According to St. Thomas Aquinas and St. John of the Cross https://amzn.to/3JlEwrP 00:39:57 sue and mark: God will and can use who ever a 00:40:05 Fr. Miron Jr.: Let's return to Climacus 00:40:12 sue and mark: whoever and where eer you are to bring you to himself 00:40:57 Carmen Briceno: aren’t we doing the same thing now? over intellectualizing what has happened rather than going back to the sources? 00:58:23 Joseph Caro: “It is a mistake,” says St. John Chrysostom, “to imagine that one can in one’s own strength vanquish concupiscence and preserve purity; by God’s mercy alone can the passions of nature be controlled.” 01:02:58 Bonnie Lewis: This humility will reveal great truths about ourselves. 01:03:08 Mitchell Hunt: Where was that quote from above nothingness and humility? Amazing 01:03:14 Mitchell Hunt: About 01:07:34 Ren: @MitchellHunt - Mother Mectilde de Bar’s “Breviary of Fire.” The chapter on Pride and Humility 01:10:45 Erick: this is pure gold. each sentence of this is an outline of the spiritual life 01:11:19 Anthony: It takes experience in the world to see the trials and sorrow which result from the Curse, and we really then long to be free and to live in accordance with our nature (created and "deified"). 01:13:49 Cathy: We can not have 2 gods... We will despise one 01:18:37 Mitchell Hunt: Thank you Ren 01:18:40 Eric Williams: Material comforts are like agglomerations attached to us. As they increase in number, they add to our “mass”, and as mass increases so does gravitational attraction. The more things we amass, the more we draw toward ourselves. With a little more thought one might find an interesting metaphor to be made from the accumulation of accretions becoming so great that a black hole is formed. 01:20:17 Anthony: God is the "Philanthropic One." Beautiful title. 01:22:45 Sean McCune: Eric: We become a nothingness that pulls everything in our grasp to ourselves where they are also become nothingness. 01:25:09 Sean McCune: (It took your comment about material things to get this secular Franciscan to say something) 😏 01:26:40 victoriaschweitzer: Righto. We must receive. We cannot approach with the mindset that we have to accumulate spiritual goodies. Ask and you shall receive. 01:28:21 Eric Williams: Indeed, Sean. The funny thing about massive bodies is that they interact with others. Either we enter into harmonious orbits or equilibria with other persons, or we are rogue bodies that collide with others or gravitational abysses that absorb and destroy all that falls within our sphere of influence. (Have I beaten this metaphor to death yet? 😉) 01:29:14 Mitchell Hunt: I think some people have have missed tonight due to your time zone change recently. Got me on Monday night
Thursday Mar 10, 2022
Thursday Mar 10, 2022
Thank you to all who attended the group on the Ladder of Divine Ascent. It was wonderful to see so many with the desire to sit at the feet of the great Saint and teacher John Climacus. Synopsis: Tonight was our inaugural group reading the Ladder of Divine Ascent by Saint John Climacus. We allowed ourselves to jump immediately into the text with step number one “On Renunciation.” We will unpack things as we move forward; including the anthropology and the psychology of the fathers, the language used by Climacus and historical details from his life. In the first three paragraphs Climacus begins his writing with God, who he describes as the source of life and salvation for all, believers and unbelievers, just and unjust, pious and impious, educated and illiterate, healthy and sick, young and old. He then goes on to define the Christian and the monk and how their identity determines the way they live their lives. Freedom is set out as imperative. God has created all free beings and offers salvation to all. This is the essential frame in which we are to read the rest of the book and understand the ascetical life. We freely seek to give ourselves and our love to God and to embrace the love and grace that He has given to us. Our asceticism is not simply an act of endurance but rather an act of freedom and love. Outside of this the ascetical life loses any sense of purpose and meaning. Likewise we look to the elders, to the fathers in their virtue and purity of heart for their guidance in word and deed. They in turn engage us not as impartial observers or analysts but rather as those who are fellow strugglers in the pursuit of God and of the kingdom. It is the love and desire for the salvation of those in their charge that guides and directs their care of others. --- 19:27:40 From FrDavid Abernethy, CO : https://www.thepittsburghoratory.org/_files/ugd/5299f8_4fb9f89659424fcb997865abbdef4d24.pdf 19:29:16 From siobhan from pittsburgh : Hi Im Sandra 19:29:32 From Michele : Dave and Michele Berthelsen are here. 19:29:52 From siobhan from pittsburgh : not Siobhan 19:29:56 From Rachel : 🙏🏼 19:30:25 From kevinferrick : Hello everyone, newbie here from Boston. Hope I navigate the zoom alright 19:30:45 From Sr Mary of our Divine Savior solt : Hi, God bless, Sr. Mary of our Divine Savior 19:31:09 From Amil : Perhaps in the grand scheme of things, we are all pretty tiny. 19:31:23 From siobhan from pittsburgh : I love it!! 19:32:24 From Ambrose Little : https://pghco.org/climacus 19:33:24 From Carole DiClaudio : Hi Kevin! 19:33:46 From Carole DiClaudio : Hi Sr. Mary! 19:40:39 From Joseph Caro : If there is a handout, can the link be posted here? thanks! 19:40:58 From Sean McCune : https://www.thepittsburghoratory.org/_files/ugd/5299f8_4fb9f89659424fcb997865abbdef4d24.pdf 19:41:55 From Miika : Good Morning everyone! First time live! Miika from Finland 19:42:30 From Carol Nypaver : Very cool! Welcome, Miika! 19:42:37 From Carole DiClaudio : Hello Miika!!! 19:42:53 From Rachel : 2-3 years! I hope I have that many ( blessed) years. 19:43:35 From Carole DiClaudio : :) 19:47:38 From Erick Chastain : Sorry, I ended up breaking into this zoom room by pure luck I guessed the link. I didn't sign up 19:48:01 From Ashley Kaschl : 😂 19:48:31 From Debra : I always fumble around to find the link 19:48:31 From Erick Chastain : If Fr wants me to leave since I didn't sign up, he or Ren can notify me 19:48:47 From Debra : BTW...thank you Ambrose for the link! 19:49:03 From Ambrose Little : Write it on your heart and on your mind. 19:49:15 From Debra : It's a weird URL 19:52:27 From Ren : No worries Erick :-) All are welcome. Even the hackers ;-) 19:52:55 From Carol Nypaver : 🤣 19:52:55 From Fr. Miron Jr. : 🤣 19:54:02 From Anthony : Wow, this is different than - as in other teachings - "elect" and "reprobate" 19:55:42 From Ren : WOW. Beautiful. 19:56:20 From Jim Milholland : How poetic 20:02:48 From Anthony : "These Noetic creatures" as Father said. That reminds me of this phrase used by St. Gregory of Narek: "Rational Flock." 20:02:59 From Fr. Miron Jr. : https://www.amazon.com/Orthodox-Psychotherapy-Esther-Cunningham-Williams/dp/9607070275/ref=sr_1_2?crid=3954VB8PGOFPM&keywords=orthodox+psychotherapy&qid=1646874171&sprefix=ortodog+psychoterapy%2Caps%2C61&sr=8-2 20:05:07 From Rachel : Yes!! 20:06:45 From Fr. Miron Jr. : same seminary experince duing my years... 20:10:26 From Lilly : I didn’t know him until last year 20:10:58 From Gilmar Siqueira : Translated into Spanish by Friar Luis de Granada :) 20:12:34 From victoriaschweitzer : Good point, amil ! 20:13:40 From Carole DiClaudio : I thought the same thing, Amil! 20:19:36 From Amil : 🕊️ 20:22:37 From Rachel : Bingo 20:27:51 From St. Stanislaus Kostka Religious Education : We simply have to keep ourselves focused on God. No matter what our 'poverty' limitations....not looking at each other's abilities or place in the world...just keep focused on God and ask for God's help. 20:34:03 From maureencunningham : Thank you 20:34:07 From Miika : Sadly theological education in the Nordic countries is also very one-sidedly rationality centered. (At least amongst us "protestants" -not that I protest anything personally...as far as I know) 20:34:22 From Rachel : lol Carol 20:35:12 From iPhone : thank you 20:35:18 From Rachel : Thank you Father and everyone. God bless! 20:35:23 From Bob and Tara Bartz : Thank you! 20:35:24 From Ben David : good night good fight 20:35:30 From Mitchell Hunt : Thank you Father 20:35:31 From Michele : Thank you!